"We do not stop playing because we are old,
We grow old because we stop playing."
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Lay ting, 15. I'm proud to be a daughter of God. I am generally quite a happy kid with my awesome family and friends but when I'm emotional it's best you leave me alone. I believe it's nice to be nice so I live to love. I am sadistic. I like gore. I like red and orange. I like garfield. I like jumping. I like taking pictures. I like Christmas. I like hugs and people who make me feel special. I am often insecure. I am emo. I am hyper. I am noisy. I am very loud. I am fierce. I am awesome. I play floor ball. I like dancing. I wanna dance. I wanna be a superstar. I wanna see monsters. I don't like people who stare at me. I don't like poseurs. I don't like chocolates, sweets, cakes and ice cream. I don't like guys who hurt girls. If you agree that I am so awesome, Tell me here.

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A game show love connection, we can't deny.
2:54 AM
Friday, May 28, 2010
I'll update real soon!! OH YEAH OH YEAH OH YEAH, HEY!
Oh my God I'm left with 3 hours of sleep. BYE



8:39 PM
Tuesday, May 18, 2010

Because we are awesome like that. :-)



3:24 AM
Sunday, May 16, 2010
Guys who call girls beautiful instead of hot, pretty or cute.


Typical bitch.
12:28 AM
Saturday, May 15, 2010

Hate it when people doubt you and judge you because of what you WERE, and not how you ARE now. Seriously, I don't care if you're gonna see this and get the entire world to hate me but people, you should really see for yourself who started it, and who's the one acting so innocent and hurt now. Bloody hell.

Anyway, just a stay-home Friday! Exco meeting in the morning and slacked at home the whole day with Andrea and Belinda on msn, playing stupid games. Tomorrow's gonna be great! =)

And no, I won't let you affect me anymore. At least I know I am true and I won't pretend just to make people think that I'm the innocent and hurt because nobody is. You're a damn hypocrite.


Nobody likes you.
12:08 AM
Friday, May 14, 2010




"I wished we had another time, wished we had another place. But everything we have is stuck in the moment." 



So much for the "partying" after exams. D&T paper was okay and the art students were just retarded! They threw crushed paper balls around and when the teacher turned around, they all pointed to a certain person and raised their hands with the "CHER NOT ME, IT WAS HIM" innocent expression. And I totally caught Rizqin staring at others' work and looking at his own work with the "wth" face. Nice, nice.

SO! After the paper Tahira and Azra came over to my place to slack! In the end we were playing with make up and nail polish???? Supposed to go out after "dressing up" but it was late for them and I wasn't in the mood so we just went to lepak at Changi Airport.

Wa lau eh this is nothing to be proud of but this caucasian guy came to ask me for my number and e mail at the bus stop! Didn't he read my "i'm emoing, go away and don't disturb me" face!? The worst thing was his pick up line! "I lost my number, can I have yours?" - I remember telling Daryl that was the worst pick up line ever created and today I heard it in my face! Hahahahahaha if it was in the past, my immediate answer will be "F you."

KKK so just drinking through that tiny bottle and Azra was drunk and noisy and irritating but I still love her. Tahira and I were like "OKAY......................" Yup yup then I felt so moody but nobody could meet me. Liars. A bunch of liars. After I reached home my mum was really nice to me so I guess I felt better.

Worst last day of exams ever. 
















Standard expression for the day: "What you want sia don't disturb me i no mood lah zzz" face.



You and your selfishness?
6:44 PM
Wednesday, May 12, 2010
Look, my being nice probably doesn't include you because you don't deserve it. I didn't freaking said a thing about you even though I admit I was unhappy - from the day you started all these nonsense. Don't pretend like you're the innocent one because everyone knows you're not. All you want is A to yourself, you selfish bitch. You told the rest you disliked me because I kept using vulgarities, rubbish. I don't even use ANY now. I know deep down the real reason is that you were afraid you would lose your "best friend". Don't worry, I don't need you either. Same here, if not for Jane and for God, I wouldn't even have tried to be nice and talk to you. So much for "good friends", don't call yourself one when you never were. Hypocrite. Fuck you, bitch. (Take that, it's vulgar language too.) _l_


Confessions of a Broken Heart.
12:38 AM


Liars. I hate to hear "I'll be there" now because whoever that said they'll be there left. Don't tell me I'm your everything, don't give me false hopes. Don't make me fall for you, then leave me. This is my heart, it's not a toy. I wished the breaking of hearts could be heard from the outside - You'll see how broken I am inside. If you planned to leave, you shouldn't even have offered to stay in my heart. You can say I'm desperate for you, but who made me this way. I never had to try so hard just to one's attention. If I'm irritating, I'll tell you it's all because of and for you.

Maybe I just need a little love now. "Friends come and go, the ones who stay are the ones that shine." Familiar but it never came true. I just need somebody whom I can rely on, somebody who would rush out just to lend me their shoulder to cry on, somebody who would sacrifice all his or her time just to spend time with me, somebody who can give me a long warming hug when I need it, somebody who would never leave me broken, somebody who would be there. No matter what. Please.


Don't look back just go, take a breath, move along.
11:10 PM
Tuesday, May 11, 2010
 Life's overall quite good and I need not explain further. Shall post up more pictures of the great moments of my life in the next few posts! Wait for it. Wait for it!!!!!! For now, historyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy. Yay english down, chinese down, math down, physics down, chem down, POA down, ss down. 2 more papers! Woo-ha! PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY PARTY.

I think I really suck at relationships. Straight F9. I cannot handle them! In a relationship, sad. Like a guy, sad. Reject guys also sad. What!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! And I really miss you, A. Sorry I suck but I need to talk to you badly. KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK BYE.











Math exam is tomorrow and I am still here.
9:17 PM
Sunday, May 9, 2010
Okay I decided to post again he he he.

SOMEBODY PLEASE HELP ME WITH THE POST PART. look at thissssssssssssssssssssss it's so screwed. HELP ME HELP ME HELP ME


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