"We do not stop playing because we are old,
We grow old because we stop playing."
i rock you.


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Lay ting, 15. I'm proud to be a daughter of God. I am generally quite a happy kid with my awesome family and friends but when I'm emotional it's best you leave me alone. I believe it's nice to be nice so I live to love. I am sadistic. I like gore. I like red and orange. I like garfield. I like jumping. I like taking pictures. I like Christmas. I like hugs and people who make me feel special. I am often insecure. I am emo. I am hyper. I am noisy. I am very loud. I am fierce. I am awesome. I play floor ball. I like dancing. I wanna dance. I wanna be a superstar. I wanna see monsters. I don't like people who stare at me. I don't like poseurs. I don't like chocolates, sweets, cakes and ice cream. I don't like guys who hurt girls. If you agree that I am so awesome, Tell me here.

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5:49 AM
Wednesday, December 16, 2009
HALO, I've been sleeping at sunrise, waking up at sunset! (quoted by nick)
Fucking awesome. LOL.

BODY CLOCK SCREWED. DIEEEEE



4:01 AM

HI STALKER! I KNOW YOU ARE HERE.


Every little heartbreak.
2:30 AM


Ni. hao. 
I. am. bored. 


I AM FUCKING AWESOME I ROCK YOUR SHIT.
10:39 PM
Tuesday, December 15, 2009
HELLO.
I like the picture above!
Or maybe cause I'm bored.
HAHAHAHAHA.
Okie dokie this might be my last post all the way till the 30th!
NA NA NA NA NA.
Hmm, perhaps the last post of the year if I have to go for countdown :P
Busy busy busy busy.
BUT i like! OKIE BAI BAI. LOL.



9:58 PM
Monday, December 14, 2009
YEAH BAYBEH MY KFC IS OWN THE WAY YAYYYYYYYY


Every little thing I do.
8:58 PM

HAHA okay it's a lot of pictures i know.

Lazy to rearrange them though. Hmmm, pictures from the day sistas came over to swim, then town, 2A class gathering and my granny's birthday dinner last night! ENJOY!

















































7:56 PM

HI. I'm sick of my hair colour (REALLY). Sick of my hair style. Sick of my blog. Sick of my blogskin. HAHAHAHAHAHA okie dokie mokie pokie i have no idea what the fuck i am talking about so yeah, mind me.

I'M LEFT WITH 2 DAYS OF MY HOLIDAY!

It's like, 2 more days of break and Jane/Yuanling's bbq, piano lesson, PL camp, Taiwan trip, EXCO camp all the way till 30th Dec! Fuck it. 31st, countdown? Maybe! THEN GONE GONE GONE GONE SEC 3.

SO YEAH I WANT TO ENJOY LIFE NAOZ SO PEOPLE WHOM I DISLIKE PLEASE BE NICE TO ME AND FUCK OFF. stop bothering me lah okay i hate u guyzzzz.

Eh i am feeling so moody now so bai bai bai bai this sucks rah.


Fuck it. Hard.
2:33 AM
Thursday, December 10, 2009



Too fragile.
10:35 PM
Wednesday, December 9, 2009
Something happened so I didn't go out today.

I miss you. Thanks for everything you've done for me. Since young.
Hope you'll be fine up there. Love you. 
(Not to alvin)

It was just too sudden.
Why do the bad things happen one after another man.

Gan jiejie, please take care ok.
You have everyone else there for you.
Love you too.


Scream.
12:06 AM

My sistas are definitely the best of the best. \m/
So are my friends! :)

Had been real busy for the past few days, and will be even busier soon. 
19th to 21st, Peer leader camp. 21st to 28th, Taiwan trip. 28th to 30th, EXCO selection camp. 
Best. Hahahaha.

Going swimming tomorrow, hope it'll be great! 

Bye. -pictures on facebook!



8:29 PM
Sunday, December 6, 2009







Last night...

Last night, I quarrelled with my father.
Last night, I broke up with my boyfriend.

Great.

It's just temporary... It'll go away soon, I just don't know how soon. I must be happy. I must be strong. No more tears, life must go on. "Cheer up", "It's okay" , "You'll be better without him." , "You're finally free." , "It's not a bad thing afterall", people say.

These are the things I keep telling myself, but does it even help? Does anyone understand?

Ok whatever, I don't have the time to worry about it anymore. Be strong be strong be strong!

7 dec: Some dinner? With sistas.
8 dec: Class gathering.
9 dec: Swimming with sistas.
10 dec: Free.
11 dec: Free.
12 dec: Yulyn's birthday bbq.
13 dec: Grandmother's birthday dinner.
14-16 dec: Might be going over to the chalet.
17 dec: Jane and Yuanling's birthday bbq.
18 dec: ...
19-21 dec: Peer leader camp.
21-28 dec:  Taiwan trip.

Hope my busy schedule ahead will help me overcome it. Bye.

Daryl: "All good things must come to an end."

"So stand in the rain
Stand your ground
Stand up when it's all crashing down
You stand through the pain
You won't drown
And one day, whats lost can be found
You stand in the rain"



3:06 AM

Yeah. The end.


Band concert.
12:50 AM








Slept at 4am and woke up at 9.30am today. Met Daryl at the bus stop and went for the band concert. Awesome. I really regretted quitting. Hahaha. Btw, I know I look like crap in those pictures. After that Daryl and I went to simpang for lunch and went home! The fucking umbrella cut my middle finger. Zzz. Okeh, then online, and to grandparents'. Home, online. 

You will never understand the feeling of being taken for granted. Just you wait. 


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