"We do not stop playing because we are old,
We grow old because we stop playing."
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Lay ting, 15. I'm proud to be a daughter of God. I am generally quite a happy kid with my awesome family and friends but when I'm emotional it's best you leave me alone. I believe it's nice to be nice so I live to love. I am sadistic. I like gore. I like red and orange. I like garfield. I like jumping. I like taking pictures. I like Christmas. I like hugs and people who make me feel special. I am often insecure. I am emo. I am hyper. I am noisy. I am very loud. I am fierce. I am awesome. I play floor ball. I like dancing. I wanna dance. I wanna be a superstar. I wanna see monsters. I don't like people who stare at me. I don't like poseurs. I don't like chocolates, sweets, cakes and ice cream. I don't like guys who hurt girls. If you agree that I am so awesome, Tell me here.

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10:52 PM
Friday, April 16, 2010
I miss you so much I'm breaking down and going crazy. 


She rule. Damn goooood!
8:56 PM
Thursday, April 15, 2010






12:03 AM
Wednesday, April 14, 2010
well even the best fall down sometimes.


what do you want from me.
11:34 PM
Tuesday, April 13, 2010
I know I haven't talked about my family problems for quite some time but this time I really really have to destress. I'm trying so hard to be nice now but you know the freaking devil is obviously still inside me right. Do you guys even understand how hard it is for me to change? To swallow my pride? And what the hell is with your "I totally regretted giving birth to a person with no future like you." I'm having so much stress and all, so I asked for your permission to go out after school to study and of course destress and you allowed. But now you're blaming me for going home late and calling me a useless kid who only knows how to use the computer? Despite how sad and how tired I am, I know I have to study hard to make my parents and teachers proud of me. I know I need to do it to earn their trust. That's why i'm trying. But I'm human too, I got my emotions. You said I don't share my problems with you anymore and only tell my friends, that's the reason you think I'm hurting you. But you won't understand. Sometimes I really just can't take it anymore so I really don't have the mood to study for that certain day. If I tell you, will you understand? You'll tell me how bad my attitude is and all. Seriously, what do you want from me? I really need a break from everything. I'm barely holding on. School is like hell for me and I have to come home to face this?

If it's so tiring to be nice, then I rather not be.
I don't have to put on a brave front and pretend I'm so strong and comfort my friends, and try to help them when I can barely help myself. I don't have to act like I'm fine and try to help the rest in need when I'm not any better. It sucks to be nice.

Anyway, mid years' in two weeks. I wanna die. I swear.


2.4 tomorrow. SHIT LA
10:49 PM


Both days were good! 

On Monday after lessons, I skipped Floorball and went to Plaza Sing with Robi and Guo rui to watch Ju-On!!! Kinda shocking but not really scary! Robi and I were laughing non stop............ maybe we're just weird. McDonald's happy meal!!!!!!!!!!!!!! - Cheeseburger, Small fries, fresh milk, TOY! Just what I needed. 7pm but we did not feel like going home yet so Guo rui and I took 36 all the way to the air port while Robi went home. Slacked, played, did my POA work and went to look for Sean, who was risking his work just to meet us, awwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwwww. HA HA HA. 11pm and we went home. Awesome day spent! 


Today was a...










POA was just tiring, and Miss Mara's mood has been really weird and all. Always scolding us, but yeah who would be in the right state of mind when something like that happened to her right. Be nice and forgive! SS was shit, history was no better. For math, Yuan ling, Diyanah, Rizqin and I skipped half an hour of class. Got our names on the board, as usual. What's new?

And I helped Rizqin skip the rest of her class! His "see me slip" from *cough ahem cough* Ms Abraham was a total failure so I helped him write one! "Rizqin. 3D" Zong xian came to get the piece of false info from the back of the class, and passed it to Ms Loo, asking to see Rizqin. Cock sia!!!!! She did not believe at first, Yl and I were like "OH SHIT OH SHIT OH SHIT" when she asked Jo yi to send Rizqin there! Good thing Jo yi helped him and he managed to get out of class successfully. SUCCESS!

After school - Lunch/ Cheese Sausage with Mee Sua with Herbal Tea Egg with Fried Chicken with Milk Tea with Frolick at Tamp1 with Lin ying and Jing en! YAY I like. Crapped at Uni qlo!!!! Met her friend Eileen! She's so nice!! I always thought she was really scary.

Churchhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! Watched some boring movie which was supposed to be funny anyway, and Kumar!! And Russell Peter. Lmaoooooooooooo!! After those shit we were slacking like crazy, like the above picture suggests!!! Then watched Jon, Marc, Ben L, Royce, Jy, Hr, they all play soccer!!!! The ball freaking hit my face. Anyway, dinner near marc's house before slacking at the void deck! Guitar woooooooo. OH YA BTW, the uncle selling rice BTK sia!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

I was like "uncle, na ge shi shen me?" (uncle, what's that)
then he said "zhu ba jie la"
I thought for damn long and finally got it so i told him "ok, i want that."
Then I said "uncle wo yao na ge!" (uncle, i want that)
He said "huh ni yao wo ah?" (you want me ah?)
me: "no la wo yao tou fu!"  (no la i want tofu!)
him: "ni yao wo de tou fu!?" (you want my tofu?) WTH
me: "uhhhhh..... okay??? ling curry." (curry gravy please)
him: "ling ni hai shi ling fan?" (on you or on rice?)
me: "ha. ha. -____-"
him: "xiao mei (blablablablabla)
me: -_________________-

PSYCHO SIA STUPID BTK. SICK OK BYE. LOL


Love your life.
11:10 PM
Sunday, April 11, 2010
-SORRY HAHA TOO GAY-
















AND I woke up. 


Hahahahahahahahaha what the hell right!!!!!! It was a stupid dream!!!! Not my void deck, not my house. Weird! Drama-mama, everyone I told laughed hard at me!!!!!!!!!!!!! I bet the readers of my blog are, too. Okay la whatever, funny things are meant to be shared! Funny memories. Hahahahahahaha.

So.......... this stupid guy Ben threatened to tell "O" that I dreamt of him and even said those words to him if I don't go to church! And so I did. Slacked and I went back home to change, and went out again! Family dinner @ Sakura! Awesome woooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo. Oh yeah some pictures of us!! Standard family pose!!!!!!!! And a picture I found in my grandmother's room! Before and After. 

AND I CAN'T BELIEVE THERE'S SCHOOL TOMORROW. SHITZ!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Cya people hope this stupid post made you laugh. Stay that way and be happy always! 








I looked so horrible, I knew it before you do.


Alright, ciao. Love.


Smile.
1:36 AM

OKAY....... I'm back! Haven't been blogging because life's seriously like shit. Seems to me that things are going back for almost everyone around me! Oh damn. Really pray that everything would turn better for everyone, people whom I care for especially and may God bless. Even though things suck now and all, but I know He'll be always there and forever caring for me no matter what. I love going to church. Nice people and of course to worship our awesome Daddy. Hahahahahahahaha.

Anyway, I've recently learnt to learn to love my enemies! As one of my status said, "Love your enemies like how God would love them". So yeah! I guess going to church and knowing God has really benefited me A LOT. I'm no longer trying to find trouble and all, I've stopped using vulgarities, I'm no longer rude to my parents, I don't quarrel with my friends anymore, I learnt to love everybody, I've learnt not to hate and last but not least, I'm trying to bless everyone by doing the really best I can and yes...... smiling to everyone! I'm sure a smile from even a random stranger can light up your day right! Love is the most powerful thing in the world.

My results suck and I'm sick and all......... AND the most important and crucial thing is that Mid Year Examinations are coming in 3 weeks' time. What the hell!? Like seriously wth!! I admit I haven't been listening in class and I don't know A SINGLE SHIT about sec 3 math and history. OH AND PHYSICS. And chem!!!!!! Zzzzzzzzzzzzzz gotta catch up la!!! Holy ma ma!! Alright alright gonna wrap up by praying everything would turn better for everyone and of course myself!!! I love Daddy God!

A smile a day keeps the sadness away!


Music For Good - Lian-ified!!!!!!!!
1:26 AM































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