Eh, now I want meatballs. T.T

HIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIII.

And I just got to know that we're supposed to follow our old timetable instead of the new one. Wtf sian. It's like the worse day of the week okay! There's chinese, there's english, there's fucking hell 3 bloody periods of math, there's geography and history.

I so don't look forward to school anymore! I'm going to either rush through my chinese work and ERP or just leave it. Whatever, I don't have the mood anyways. Boring shiatzx.

I feel like eating fishballs. LOL. Okeh random. Bye :(

OKEHHHH finally I'm blogging.


Hmm, can't really remember what had happened the past few days but...

Yesterday I met Shermaine at pasir ris to do my ez link card. Then went to mac for lunch. DOUBLE CHEESE BURGER!<3 Went to Ehub highest level to do homework O.o Then slacked around at like 4 plus? HIGH WHATTTT XD Keep walking around like some retards. Damn stupid. BOUGHT A PENKNIFE. GREEN ONE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Hmm, then asked Kevin to come but that "STEADY" kia didn't want to. LOL. Cause he say no point and he no money le. @.@ Aiyor. Then nvm.

Went to whitesands O.O BOUGHT ERM, cheese hotdogs? LOL. Threw them at some bin and got scolded by the cleaner. Siao. ==" Hmm, blablabla. Skip skip skip. Went to eastpoint. Walked around. Then went to the stupid community centre again. Scary shiatzxzx. You wouldn't know which side of the lift opens lor. Furthermore, it'll jerk, then open - lights flickering. FUCK. Spam-press the close button. I think we're retarded. Er, Shermaine came over to my house there. Slacked at the playground. Got this few little kids come disturb. Damn xl. _l_ Then we keep blasting vulgar songs and guailan them ^^ Irritating bastards. Erm, then it became emo so Shermaine went home? At around 9 ba.

Slacked on comp. Chatted with Shermaine on the phone? High shiatzxzxz. Then she became emo. Then blablablablablablabla. Pek cek, go sleep. End of day.

Today, woke up at around 1. Went out with parents to BUY MY SCHOOL SHOES?!??! LOL. Erm, went home. Did homework. Now left with 1 ERP and chinese. Sianed x100.

BUT BUT BUT,
I'm still looking forward to school! Hahahahaha, hope it'll be fun. Okehhh, cya.

HARLOW.

Tell you guys something,

I LOST MY WALLET AGAIN.

Sianed. I lost it two weeks ago too.

Anyway, met Ashley and Yingying to complete the literature project today. HAH, quite okay lah, but we haven't finished it yet, Athena MIAAAA. @.@

K, that's all for today. Bye poopies! Today was yet another boring day.

*edited!

OH, just went to Sheryl's blog and I realised she tagged me to do the quiz! ^.^

Rule #1: If you open this you take it .
Rule#2 : You are NOT ALLOWED to explain ANYTHING unless someone massage you and ask the reason .
Rule #3 :Tag ten people .
Answer True or False---

Q: Kissed someone on your friends list?
Ans: False

Q: Been arrested?
Ans: False

Q: Do you like somebody?
Ans: True

Q: Held a snake?
Ans: False

Q: Been suspended from school?
Ans: False

Q: Sang karaoke?
Ans: True

Q: Done something you told yourself you wouldn't do?
Ans: True

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
Ans: True

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
Ans: False

Q: Kissed in the rain?
Ans: False

Q: Sang in the shower
Ans: True

Q:Sat on a rooftop?
Ans: False

Q:Been pushed into a pool with all your clothes on?
Ans: True

Q: Broken a bone?
Ans: False

Q: Shaved your hair?
Ans: False

Q: Play a prank on someone?
Ans: True

Q: Shot a gun?
A: False

Q: Donated blood?
A: False

Just be 100% truthful

1. LAST PERSON you hung out with?
Ans: Shermaine, Jingen, Clarissa, Kevin, Andre, Junann

2. You texted?
Ans: Sheryl

3.You were in a car with?
Ans: Parents?

4. Went to movies with?
Ans: Shermaine, Jingen, Azra, Royce, Jiayao, Bryson, Richie, Boonhao *(and daryl!)
Sorry I forgot T.T

5. Person you went to shop with?
Ans : Er, Shermaine?

6.You talked on phone?
Ans: Shermaine and Leonard.

7.Made you laugh?
Ans: I think my mum LOL.

8. You hugged?
Ans: OH MY AHMA. ^^

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or Moon?
Ans: Moon

2. Winter or Fall?
Ans: Winter

Left or Right?
Ans: Right

4. Sunny or rainy?
Ans: Rainy

5. Where do you live?
Ans: Simei

6.Club or pub?
Ans: HAHA, too young. :)

7. Are there 1 or 2 people who you can trust and rely on?
Ans: Yeaaa o.o

8. Do you want to get married?
Ans: Yeah I suppose so. =x

9.Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut it?
Ans: Twirl.

10.What time is it now?
Ans: 9.05pm

11. Are you afraid of commitmment?
Ans: Sometimes

12. What is your greatest hope/wish?
Ans: Change my life.

13.Do you cook?
Ans: HAHA, NOODLES YAYYYY XD

14.Current mood?
Ans: Okok.

In the last 48 hrs have you...

1.Kissed someone
Ans: No

2. Sang?
Ans: Yeah

3. Listened to music?
Ans: Yeah

4. Danced Crazy?
Ans: No

5. Cried?
Ans: Yeah

6. Liked someone you can't have?
Ans: No O.o =x

FIRSTS
1. Who was your first prom date?
Ans: Eh, we had prom in p6. But there wasn't a bloody date :D LOL.

2. Who was your first roommate?
Ans: o.o My sister?

3. What alcoholic beverage did you drink when you got drunk the first time?
Ans: Haven't been drunk =x

5. What was your first car?
Ans: Don't own one.

6. When did you go to your first funeral and viewin?
Ans: Idk.

8.Who was your first grade teacher?
Ans: O.O Mrs Kang? ^^

9. Where did you go on your first ride on an air plane?
Ans: Korea?

10. When you snuck out of your house for the first time,who was it with?
Ans: I didn't sneak out of my house!

11. Who was your first best friend?
Ans: Er, Jiamei? ^^

12. Who are your best friends?
Ans: O.O If they consider being.

13. Where was your first sleepover?
Ans: Aunt's house? LOL

14. Who is the first person you call when you have a bad day?
Ans: Shermaine =x

15. Who's wedding were you in the first time you were a Bridesmaid or groomsman?
Ans: Haven't been one O:

16. What's the first thing you did when you got up this morning?
Ans: Didn't wake up in the morning?

17. First tattoo or piercing?
Ans: No tattoo. Piercing, sec 1? =x

18. First celebrity crush?
Ans: Don't have.

19. First Crush?
Ans: I think Benjamin O.O


LOL, done. HAHA. :)

The person you will always love is the person whom you first loved.

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Hahaha, today. Yes it was a good day! Go figure why. :))) Hahaha, I'm going to take my dinner now. DOING HOMEWORK LATER! I hope. LOL. ^^ :D Yay.

Okay, blogging for 22nd June! Monday? HAH, finally got the mood to blog already. :)

I THOUGHT I'D BE LATE END UP I WAS THE EARLIEST WTF LA K.
Shermaine was on time! =x
Then came Royce, Bryson, Jiayao, Daryl, Azra and Jingen. Richie met us at bugis. Went to illuma. Then went to Idk whr for kfc O.O Got this uncle keep staring and sitting very close to Azra. Like some pervert O: Then we went arcade. Jingen's friend Boonhao came o.o Play awhile. Then met the guys. We were late LOL. Play too much. Damn high ok.

Watched "ghosts of girlfriends past". Not very nice what. 3/5 only? =x HAHA.

The guys went back -.- Went haji lane. But obviously we looked like some xmm only la. == LOL. Whatever. Then Jingen went back! Azra, Shermaine and I went to slack? Later Azra left and Leonard came. Went to ecp. LOL.

Sat on the sand. Emo shit. Went home at 12 plus. @.@

Haha, same pictures:
(group photo with jingen! but looks a little unprepared cause we got scolded by this fucking security? w/e.)

Everybody knows that I am such a fool to ever let go of you.
Baby I was wrong.
Yeah I know I said we'd be better off alone.
It was time we moved on.
I know I broke your heart, I didn't mean to break your heart,
and i'm crawling back to you.

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Going out to meet Sher now to do homework, will blog about yesterday and post the pictures up soon. See ya.

我们的爱过了就不再回来.

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I hope tomorrow (later since it's past twelve already) would be a happier day!
Smiles and bye!
Stop emoing people! Cheer up! Lay Ting loves you! LOL!

EHS, OMFG. LOLS. I just did something really gay and I suppose my sister now thinks I'm retarded.

So I was really bored so I went into the kitchen looking for something to eat? And I saw my sister over there so I was like "Hi..." And she gave me that "O.O" and "Wth?!" look. Alamak. Then I was stoning there so I tried to lean against the damn wall WHICH THEN, I HIT AGAINST THIS BLOODY ER... ROD? OVER THERE. Tmd. I gave the "AHHHH" look. Shit. Now I don't wanna see my sister anymore. LOL.

Oh yeah. I suppose tomorrow will be a good day! EXCEPT FOR THE FACT THAT MY MUM WON'T GIVE ME MONEY ANYMORE. JIA LAT. T_T I bet they're still angry over the fact that I LOST MY WALLET. Zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.

Okayyyyyy. Now I'm bored. OH YA.
First,
HAPPY FATHER'S DAY TO ALL THE DADDYS OUT THERE!
And good luck to sher's coolio bro! all the best okkkk. :D

HAHA. Bye. I think I'm gonna rot here today. Another boring day. AND MY HAIR IS FUCKING SCREWED I LOOK LIKE SOME DOLL. I want my long hair tyvm. T__T LOL. The siao lay ting came back...? ALAMAK. K bye. Love ya. NOT. K. Love ya. ^^ =x

1) Besides lips, where is your favourite spot to get kissed?
- Idk.

2) How do you feel when you woke up this morning?
- Haha, I didn't wake up in the morning.

3) Who is the last person you took picture with?
- Those people in chalet?

4) Would you consider yourself spoiled?
- A little.

5) Would you donate blood?
- I think so.

6) Have you had a best friend of the opposite sex?
- Yeah.

7) Do you want someone dead?
- Myself LOL.

8) What does the last message says?
- Thanks bitch! <3>

9) What are you thinking right now?
- I wanna be happy? (and food. i need food. omg.)

10) Do you wish someone to be with you right now?
- Yeah i guess so.

11) What time did you went to bed last night?
- I think 4 plus.

12) Where did you buy the t-shirt you're wearing right now?
- Don't remember LOL.
13) Is someone in your mind now?
- Yeah.
14) Who is the last person you texted?
- Robi!

15) 10 people tagged to do quiz.
(eh, random names lah. just to complete the rest of the quiz)

1. Shermaine

2. Leonard

3. Johnston

4. Robiaatul

5. Richie

6. Joseph

7. Jiamei

8. Rachel

9. Eugene

10. Azra

16) Who is 2 having relationship with?
- (Leonard) LOL. He's single.

17) Is 3 male or female?
- (Johnston) Male.

18) If 7and 6 get together, would it be a good thing?
- (Jiamei and Joseph) Nah, Jiamei's attached I think. Joseph has someone he fancy already.

19) What is 1 studying?
- (Shermaine) HOW TO BE HAPPY TOOOOOO.

20) When is the last time you chat with 5?
- (Richie) Just now?

21) Is 4 single?
- (Robiaatul) Yeah.

22) Say something about 2.
- (Leonard) Smile at leo =x

23) What would you think of 3 and 6 being together?
- (Johnston and Joseph) LOLS I THINK THEY ARE ALREADY TOGETHER.

24) What do you think if 6 and 7 fight?
- (Joseph and Jiamei) Won't ba?! :O O____O

25) Do you like 3?
- (Johnston) Good friends yo!

26) What if 1 say that he/she hates 6?
- (Shermaine and Joseph) HAHA I'D LAUGH. She won't anyway!

27) Who is 10 to you?
- (Azra) My darling? Haha.

28) Are you very close to 8?
- (Rachel) Haha, quite ba? Right sissy!

29) Which school is 9 studying at?
- (Eugene) Bedok South Secondary.

30) Does 1 to 10 know each other?

-(Shermaine and Azra) YA DUH. CLOSE LIKE WHAT LIKE THAT. HORNY PARTNERS? =X

Eh fuck la. The enter became like that.

Hi.

Screw.

Blogger.

Irritating.

Right.

Lol.

K.

BYE.

I'm losing hope and everything.

Drowning in the memories, confused with the truth. Now, what... 我该怎么做。
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我只知道从前和现在不一样。

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Yup, yesterday Leonard, Joseph and I went over to Shermaine's house to slack? Supposedly an "emo-session". Failed somehow. LOL. But Shermaine was being really easily-agitated. Scary lor. ==

Woke up at 12.30 today? Took my lunch then had piano lesson. Was sneezing like crazy lah. Then my teacher there buay tahan. HAHA. Took medicine and went to sleep? Just woke up but it didn't seem to work anyways. Maybe I got the porkie flu! LOL. Joking lah. Don't "siam" me T_T

Keep stomachache also. Sianed. These few days are the "sianed days".

SEE THE HOMEWORK,
MORE SIAN.

And the upcoming band camp so did not make it better. Again, SIANED.

Hah, k bye. I shall go look for more quizzes to do. I have no life what.

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FUCK I TELL YOU WHAT. I SPENT FEW HOURS DOING QUIZZES ON MY BLOG AND IT FUCKING HAD AN BLOGGER ERROR AND WHEN I WENT BACK I WAS GONE, KNN.

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(eh, there's something called drafts, forgot just now. too angry LOL)
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I'M GONNA DO QUIZZES HAHAHA.


1. Grab Your Phone.

2. What is the 3rd picture of in your phone?
O.O The cuts? LOL.

3. What's your ringtone?
Kill me in a record shop. LOL.

4. Who's the 1st person that comes up under M?
MAIL DEPOSIT?! HAH. If not, Matthew? LOL.

5. Who's the last person you called?
I called home!

6. Who was your last missed call from?
Kenneth o.o

7. Who's the 1st person who comes up under C?
Carina.

8. Who's your speed dial number 2?
Nobody!

9. What does 3rd text in ur inbox say?
From shermaine O.O
Nah. I not even thinking.

10. Who was your last received call from?
Chang yu o.o

11. What does your 2nd sentbox text say?
To Jamal.
Oh ok thanks :D

12. How many messages are currently in your inbox?
How the fuck would I know -.- LOL.

13. What is the wallpaper?
O__O Sky? LOL. Plain blue sky. Emo what, LMAO.

14. Who's speed dial number 1?
Nobody.

15. Who is the 15th message from in your inbox?
(WOAH SO ZHUN) Mummy. LOL.

16. Who's the 1st person who comes up under B?
Benedict O.O

17. How many bars of signal do you currently have?
3 T.T

18. What network are you on?
Starhub.

19. Name every person you have a message from in your inbox.
Richie
Johnston
Hannah
Mummy
Ying Ying
Jonathan
Daryl Wui
Dixon
Royce
Joshua
Jereld
Jasmine
Andy
Jingke
Kenneth
Rachel
Ash
Ms Teo
Zack
Gerry? HAHA, Ms Foo lah!
Huiyi
Jingen
Robiaatul
Yuxin
Edmund
Changyu
Shengying
Benedict
Shermaine
Azra
Nadia
Carina
Ashley
Sinhuay
Eugene
Daryl Chua
Zijian
Ryan Eng
Sister
My godmother.
Te hao.
Jita.
Casslyn.
Yulyn
Bryson
Kaixiang
Jocelyn
Jiayi
Shalyn
Sweehar
Sheryl
Bing guang
Renee
Joanna
Titus
Jamal
Ian
Jiamei
Randy
Joseph
Alison
Yang jie
Wai jie
Jane
Leonard

(LOL, not bad uh ^.^ I just wasted Idk how long of my life on this question. Sociable lei.)

20. What does your 6th text message in your inbox say?
From shermaine.
For what. LOL. I not even thinking of him.

21. Who is the first person in your contacts?
Ahgong.

22. Who is the last name in your contacts?
Gan jiejie O.O (in chinese what HAHA)

23. What does the last text in your inbox say?
From Richie?
Hi jie. Jyjy 4 syf. Chie here.
(HAHA, thats the problem, I don't delete my messages. @.@)

24. What is your screensaver?
No screensaver.

25. What is your balance?
O_O Line.

26. Who's the last person under H?
Huizee.

27. What is your bluetooth name?
FATCAT.


HAHA, I shall go find more quizzes to do. To waste my time. Which means there will be lesser time to the day I'm gonna die. WOOTS.


STEP ONE:
Spell your name with songs.

L: Lost without you.
A: America's next freak.
Y: Your call.
T: Touch my hand.
I: Insomnia.
N: No boundaries.
G: Give until there's nothing left.

STEP TWO:
» Name: Lay Ting.
» Birth date: 26/02/1995
» Nickname: Lanqiu/Basketball/Fat cat?
» Eye Color: Black I think. People say very brown, NOT BAD UH? =X
» Hair Color: Black ba =x
» Zodiac Sign: Pig.

STEP THREE:
» The shoes you wore today: Shoes O.O I wore no shoes. Slippers?
» Your weaknesses: Tell you for what.
» Your fear(s): Creepycrawlies, dark, (eh, are dogs counted?)
» Your perfect pizza: Anything O.O
» Goal you'd like to achieve: Erm. No goals. I take life as it goes. I'm a no life.

STEP FOUR:
» Your best physical feature: None ba. I'm ugly ^.^
» Your bedtime: Huh.
» Most missed memory: Primary school days.

STEP FIVE:
This Or That:
» Pepsi or Coke? Pepsi?
» McDonalds or Burger King? Macs.
» Adidas or Nike? Don't make a difference. Nice can le. LOL.
» Lipton Ice Tea or Nestea? Don't like tea.
» Chocolate or Vanilla? Chocolate.
» Cappuccino or coffee? Cappuccino.

STEP SIX:
Do You:
» Smoke: NO. (HAHA NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO NO)
» Curse: Who doesn't =x
» Sing: Who doesn't.
» Dance: Used to. LOL.
» Take a shower everyday: Yah =="
» Have a crush: Answer that yourself, zzz.
» Do you think you've been in love?: Perhaps so.
» Want to go to college: Yeah.
» Like(s) high school: Not sure.
» Want to get married: Yeah I think so.
» Get motion sickness: Nope.
» Think you're attractive: No ^^
» Think you're a health freak: SADLY, NO. LOL. (I think I'm gonna die anytime zomfg.)
» Get along with your parents: Yeah I suppose so. But I still love them yo.

STEP SEVEN:
In the past month:
» Gone to the mall: Duh.
» Eaten an entire box of Oreos: No O.O
» Eaten Sushi: Yeah.
» Been on stage: No.
» Gone skating: No.
» Made homemade cookies: No.
» Gone skinny dipping: HAHAHA no~
» Stolen anything: No.

STEP EIGHT:
Ever:
» Played a game that required removal of clothing: No.
» If so, was it mixed company: No o.o
» Flashed anyone: No~
» Been beaten up: No~
» Shoplifted: AHA, but no. ^^

STEP NINE:
» Age you hope to be married: See how lah! LOL.
» Numbers of Children: Never thought about it.
» Describe your Dream Wedding: Don't really bother now.
» What country would you most like to visit ? LONDON. With Shermaine Low Wan Yu HAHAHA. (sher, remember? stealth!)

STEP TEN:
In the opposite sex:
» Best eye color? Idk.
» Best hair color? Idk.
» Short hair or long hair? O_O

STEP ELEVEN:
» Number of people I could trust with my life: Very little.
» Number of CDs that you own: You come my house count for me. ==
» Number of tattoos: NAH~
» Number of piercings: 2. (guai one ok.)

Personal Quiz
» Who were you with yesterday? Yesterday. Family?
» What woke you up this morning? Alarm o.o
» Where are you? At home.
» Is tomorrow going to be a good day? Nah.
» Honestly, do you get up in the middle of the night and eat? Ya. =x LOL.
» Honestly, do you like anyone? Go figure it out yourself.
» Honestly, does anyone like you? Go ask them lah. =.=

ANGER SECTION
» What do you do when you're mad? CRY. Wtf but yeah, cry. Shout. Swear. Whatever la. Cry again.
» What's the worst thing you've done when you were mad? Throw things.
» Ever made anyone cry when you were mad? Yeah.
» Do you swear when you're mad? Yeah.

CRYING SECTION
» When was the last time you actually cried? Last night.
» Ever cried yourself to sleep? Yeahhhhhhhhhhh. You know why.
» Do certain songs make you cry? Yeah.
» What usually makes you cry? R/s.

HAPPY SECTION
» Are you usually a happy person? Usually. But I'm unusual these few days woots.
» What makes you the happiest? I don't really know anymore.
» Do you believe in yourself? Not really.
» When people say they think you are pretty/handsome, do you get happy? Haha, not really. Say I'M CUTE I'LL GET HAPPIER!!!

OH HAHA, another one down. Let's go find more. =x


--Girlish--
[X] I like at least one shade of pink
[ ] I don't like being messy
[ ] My belongings are organized
[ ] I don't like rock music
[X] I like wearing accessories
[X] Bright colors amaze me
[ ] I hate black
[ ] I go to the salon once a week
[X] I comb my hair almost all the time
[X] I bring my phone with me everywhere

TOTAL: 5

--Boyish--
[ ] I like wearing baggy pants

[ ] I play video games
[ ] I like Akon (ABO!)
[X] I like wearing jackets with hoods
[X] I'm too lazy to do chores
[X] I don't like shopping unless it's for me
[X] I like to go bungee jumping
[ ] I'm a big fan of marvel heroes
[ ] I like being sweaty
[ ] I always wear perfume

TOTAL: 4 (eh not bad, I more girlish lei. TOLD YOU ALREADY WHAT.)

--Nerdy--
[ ] I always carry a pen in my purse or pocket
[ ] I enjoy studying
[ ] I wear glasses
[ ] I'm a straight-A student
[ ] I've never skipped any class in my whole life
[ ] I like my shirt tucked in
[ ] One of my favorite subject is science
[X] I like reading mystery books
[ ] My assignments are passed up on time

TOTAL: 1 (fuck LOL)

--Emo--
[X] I am crazy about the color black
[ ] I sit at the corner
[X] One side of my hair is covering one of my eyes
[ ] I like metal/Rock music
[X] I have a lot of problems in my life
[ ] I don't talk much
[ ] I don't have that many friends
[ ] I barely have fun
[ ] I barely go out with my folks or friends

TOTAL: 3

--Childish--
[X] I love to stare at the ceiling for ten minutes
[X] I sleep with a stuff toy/pillow (act cute what. LOL, I mean, CUTE WHAT.)

[ ] I watch cartoons
[ ] I love to invent words only i understand

[ ] I sleep with a night light
[ ] My parents are the ones who choose my outfit
[ ] I'm scared of roller coasters
[ ] I like being with my family relatives
[ ] I take bubble baths
[ ] I like Spongebob

TOTAL: 2

GIRLISH LA DEY.

ZOMFG ROFLMAO. ^^

so coolzxzxzxzxzxz!



YAY, another one.


1. What was the highlight of your week?
- Pain.

2. Whose car were you in last?
- Father's.

3. When is the next time you will kiss someone?
- O_O Idk. ^^

4. What color shirt are you wearing?
- White.

5. How long is your hair?
- SHORT FUCK SHORT SHORT SHORT and hating it.

6. Are you good looking?
- Nah. Bwangster here yo!

7. Last movie you watched?
- Drag me to hell. LOL.

8. Who were you with?
- For movie? Shermaine, Liping, Leonard, Joeyang, Terence, Robiaatul, Joseph?
- If today, Shermaine, Leonard and Joseph.

9. Last thing you ate?
- Rice?

10. Last thing you drank?
- Soya bean.

11. When was the last time you had your heart broken?
- HAH.

12. Who came over last?
- O.O

13. Are you happy right now?
- No.

14. What did you say last?
- I forgot. Haven't talked for a while. LMAO.

15. Where is your phone?
- In front of me.

16. What color are your eyes?
- HAHA, Black? People say brown. Nice hor =x

17. Are you left-handed?
- No.

18. Spell your name without vowels:
- LYTNG o.o

19. Do you have any pets?
- No.

20. Favorite Vacation?
- Idk. Anywhere with thrill rides. (seriously wheeeeeeeeee)

21. What do you dislike currently?
- Myself!

22. What are you listening to?
- With you by Chris Brown. At friend's blog. Haha.

23. If you could have one thing right now what would it be?
- Everyone to be happy.

24. What is your favorite scent?
- Idk.

25. Who makes you happiest?
- Idk.

26. What were you doing at midnight last night?
- Msn, smsing.

27. When is your birthday?
- 26 FEBRUARY.

28. Who has the same phone as you?
- Answer it yourself. W910i here, tyvm. LOL.

29. Last time you went swimming in a pool?
- Long ago. EHHHHH. Does wild wild wet count? If yes, er, 13 june ba?

30. Do you read your horoscope?
- Sometimes.

31. Where was the last place you bought something?
- Don't remember.

32. How do you feel about your hair right now?
- I miss my long hair. HAH.

33. Do you bite your nails?
- No o.o

34. Do you have any expensive jewelery?
- Yeah. My ahma give one. I still keep it k!

35. Do you want to get married?
- Yeah I suppose so.

36. Myspace or facebook?
- Facebook.

37. How fast have you driven a car?
- Never driven one. If those in theme park, fast until I couldn't break and hit Rachel's till she was spinning on the spot? OOPS AHA LOL.

38. Have you ever smoked?
- HAHAHAHAHAHA TAKE THAT SUCKERS (you know who!), no!


39. What was or is your favorite subject in school?
- Dnt.

40. Do you have Verizon?
- Wtf is that. So sorry, dumb person here!

41. What type of boy or girl do you usually fall for?
- Somebody whom I THINK cares a lot for me.

42. Do you have any hidden talents?
- No? Idk, if it's hidden how would I know.

43. Favorite Song?
- Pictures of you by The last goodnight (IDK WHY BUT IT HAS ALWAYS BEEN MY FAV!)

44. Do you like to sing at all?
- Haha, maybe.

45. Dream Job?
- Idk lei.

46. Where does most of your family live?
- Singapore? LOLLOL.

47. Are you an only child or do you have siblings?
- One elder sister.

48. Would you consider yourself to be spoiled?
- Maybe, Idk HAHA.

49. What was the first thing you thought when you woke up?
- Shitz I'm gonna be late.

50. Do you drink?
- O_____________O :DD

51. Know any other languages?
- MALAY? IBU SAYA HITAM? eh? LOL.

52. Ever write a coded message?
- No.

53. Have you ever been IN a wedding?
- What's with the CAPS "in". Erm, as guest? Ya.

54. Do you have any children?
- No.

55. Did you take a nap today?
- No.

56. Who has the same birthday as you?
- Ying Ying. Wen Han. Shi Qi. Geraldine. (HAHAHA)

57. Ever met anyone famous before?
- Yeah o.o

58. Do you want to be famous one day?
- Maybe!

59. Any Pet Peeves?
- O.O Huh what peeves.

60. Are you multi tasking right now?
- Erm, no? Blogging + chatting on msn = ?

61. Do you like Britney Spears?
- I don't really bother but her songs are coolio! ^^

62. What is your least favorite chore?
- Packing my room. You wouldn't wanna know how messy my room is. Serious, no joke. Your jaw would drop T.T

63. Last place you drove your car?
- Never driven a car!

64. Ever been out of the country?
- Yeah.

65. Where were you born?
- Singapore? Made in singapore ok!

67. What is your average cell phone bill?
- Ask my mother.

68. Who are you thinking about right now?
- Erm. Nobody. My brain died.

69. When was the last time you laughed REALLY hard?
- Long ago ^^

70. How many pairs of shoes do you own?
- Idk.

71. Are your toes always painted?
- No, depends. ^^

72. How many piercings do you have?
- 2!

73. What were you doing today?
- Slacking at Shermaine's house.

74. Have you ever been gambling?
- No.

75. When is the last time you updated your page?
- Today.

76. Do you like rollercoasters?
- YA DUHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

77. Have you ever been to disneyland or world?
- No, awww.

78. Do you have a favorite cartoon character?
- GARFIELD!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

79. Last thing you cooked?
- Cup noodles counted? T_T

80. How's the weather?
- HOT. Now, so-so? Night what.

81. Do you e-mail?
- No.

82. What's the stupidest thing you ever did with your cell phone?
- Idk O.O

83. Last time you were sick?
- Now~~~ LOL, i think ^^

84. What states have you lived in?
- Is Singapore even a state?

85. Do you wish you could move?
- Move? I can move now. =X

86. What’s your blood type?
- A+ I think. (if there's even such a thing)

87. What is your dream car?
- Never thought of it.

88. Have you ever wanted someone you cant have?
- No o.o

89. If you could be anywhere right now where would it be?
- London with Shermaine on the roller coaster, HAH.

90. Are you happy with your life?
- No, so not.



K lah enough. Wasted enough time. I think I'll go slack around for now. Maybe go read some blogs then do stupid quizzes on blogthings.com again. HAH.

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I don't know what to say anymore.
It was a tough night though.
And I know my decision might not be right but...
I really don't know what to do now.
I'm probably hurting both.

I should be the one dead.
对不起 我真的不是故意。
对不起 不应该让你伤心。
对不起 我真的不知道怎么做了。。。

Carry on, you won't miss me when I'm gone
Won't hear the phone ring
You won't hear me sing
Yeah I'm guilty, guilty of everything
I'll run away
Cause I've gotta find a place where you won't know me
I wanna go so far
Oh I'm guilty, guilty of every charge

Throw away the horoscopes
And don't you ever give up hope
Without me, you will be...
Free, without me
You're free, without me

Settle down
And keep your feet touching the ground
You will be okay
You will see better days
Just watch me
Watch yourself fade away
I love your mind
I love your routine, daily grind
All the words you say
Oh your every day
Just watch me
You'll see I'm gone away

Oh throw away the horoscopes
And don't you ever give up hope
Without me, you will be...
Free, without me
You're free
Free, without me
You're free

Now don't worry 'bout a thing
You can fly without my wings
I know you'll make it on your own, I know
Yeah if you stand up and be strong
I know you'll carry on
And I know that you will see that you're free

Without me, you'll be...
Free, without me
You're free
Free, without me
You're free

Now don't worry 'bout a thing
You can fly without my wings
I know you'll make it on your own, I know
Yeah if you stand up and be strong
I know you'll carry on
And I know that you will see that you're free
Without me

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I'm sorry.

OKAY I SHALL BLOG ABOUT THE CHALET NOW.

1ST DAY

Met shermaine and jojo first. Then Robi was late so we went whitesands to slack o.o OH AND SHER WAS STARING AT SOME FKING HOT GUY SITTING BESIDE US. LOL. (aha sher. aha sher. =x) Hmmm, then keep tio stare T.T Idk why also. I know I'm bwang no need keep stare ma T.T

KKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK. Then Robi came and we went to the chalet. Slacked. TOOK STUPID PICTURES THAT IF ANY OF THEM IS ON MY BLOGOSPHERE IM GONNA DIE. Then go e hub with Lynn and Frederick, Robi, Jojo and Sher. Played at arcade o.o Walked around at pasir ris park at midnight? I can't remember =x

I only remember I was sharing the bed with Jojo and he there take up 3/4 of the damn bed. SLAP YOUR FACE LAH HOR.

K NEXT!

2ND DAY

Early morning wake up to go back to school? Band + Peer leader meeting. Then went back to chalet. Leonard came after that. Waited for robi's family to come so that we can go www. By the time they came I have to go for my piano lesson already? Came back at 5.30. Waited like some abandoned bastard until 6 plus. LOL. But things got better later la. :) Anyway thanks Jiamei and Rachel! for listening to me. Hehe. Love ya peeps! :D

Still, had fun at www! :DDDD Though it's only an hour? or less than that. Hmmm, Liping came also? She damn friendly and high AND NOISY!!! i tell you. HAHAHA. ^^ Later at night watched Drag me to hell? Scary o.o Now I don't find it scary already though. Idk why that night I so scared lah. LOL. I'm afraid of babies and old people. For real. I remember there's this time when I dreamnt of a baby crying at home and that the door couldn't open. I woke up in cold sweat T.T Okay back to drag me to hell. Screamed like crazy? Diu lian. T___T LOL.

OH YA, i lost my bloody wallet that day.

Later at night Shermaine and I went to walk around downtown at around 3am plus? Fuck man. Nobody really bothered whether we were there or not so we didn't actually care. ^^ HEART TO HEART TALKS MAN. LMAO.

3RD DAY!

Desmond and Yong jun came in the morning. I only remember hearing their voices then suddenly sitting up and waved like some zombie. FUCK. LOL. Diu lian again @.@ Waited for everyone to wake up. Went to have lunch? But Desmond had sore throat so the guys and the girls seperated ways! We tookaway pizza back to the chalet. Then Jaymien and his friends came o.o Waijie and Liangzhong? Later Yuanxi, Pinchyi and shimin, and two of robi's juniors which names I forgo (sorry!) came. Played truth or dare. Kinda fun! ^^ LOL. Then later we played lame lame lame very very lame games! OHHH. Liping drew eyeliner on Shermaine and I. I think I look horrible in it T.T Fun still! :D

Leonard, Desmond and Yong jun came back o.o Then robi's family came back too. I think =x BBQ? O.O By then Liping and Yuanxi the two drunkards were already sleeping lor! So very sian. Hmmm. Then actual bbq. Shermaine and I was emoing? Wrong timing again == Walked around downtown AGAIN. Hahaha. Go back. See them having fun. No mood. Then went out again? LOL. This time went to beach. Sat there. Started to cry :O So we went back to chalet. Saw Liping jumping around like some mad women. LOL. Drunk le o.o Sher and I stood there and stare?

Later we went out and sat at some table far away. Leo, bing guang and yong jun came to join? Chatted. LOL. Late night, went to find Melvin. Hahaha. First time seeing him, nice to meet you cat! Anti-social :O Took pictures! ^^ Went back. Slacked outside at the bbq area while the rest was watching shows o.o Terrence very funny la dey! LOL. Later Liping woke up so she came to join!

Something happened so we had to go back to the chalet. Watched some m18 show o.o Funny lah please =x LOL. Leo keep covering my eyes. @_@ Fell asleep.

4TH DAY.

Took some group photos o.o Then Sher and I went home lo.

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Pictures next post!

HAH.
I was reading Jiale's blog and I saw a lot of quiz results on her blog so I decided to do quizzes too!

SO CUTE RIGHT. ANGEL LEI~ ANGEL~~~~ LOL.

You Are 38% Evil

A bit of evil lurks in your heart, but you hide it well. In some ways, you are the most dangerous kind of evil.

You Need Friends to Be Happy

You are a friendly, social person. You seek out connections and relationships. Being close to others is very important to you, and you don't like discord. You feel great when you're cooperating and working with others. You enjoy belonging to a group. Nothing makes you feel worse that feeling alone or alienated. You want to be liked by those around you.

LOL. I AM NOT THICK SKINNED LOR. =X

You Are Thick-Skinned

People may not always love you, but that's totally fine. You're happy with who you are, and you don't really crave outside approval. You love yourself, and that's the most important thing. You have high self esteem. And because you don't care what other people think, they tend to like you a lot!

AHA! ^.^ =X Over-friendly :O

Your Friendliness Score is 90 (Very Friendly)

You are an amazing friend. Anyone who has you as a friend is incredibly lucky. And judging by how many friends you have, there are many lucky people in this world! You can talk to people easily, and you often turn strangers into friends. You are also a good listener. You are there for your friends when they need to vent, without judgment. Overall, you have a genuine interest in people and their lives. And your friends can tell. Taking time for your friends is very important to you. And because of this, you have lots of deep and meaningful friendships.

You Are 4% Healthy

Your diet is freakishly unhealthy. It's amazing you're still alive! Stop subsisting on white bread and candy - and consider eating a vegetable once and a while. A salad never killed anyone, but using a donut as a hamburger bun sure did!

Hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi hi .

YAY. So... I woke up and didn't know what to do so I just stayed in my room until I went out to wash up and have breakfast. Then go back to my room. Opened my sketchbook and saw my family photos. Fuck. And I couldn't stand having a "cold war" with my dad so I went out and wanted to say sorry but my sister and mum was there chatting and dad wasn't at home. So I was talking to them LOL.

Wow. Done. But I still haven't talked to my dad. I seriously... don't feel like it.

AND MY SISTER WAS SICK SO NOW THEY ALL WENT TO THE CLINIC.

I was laughing how she might be quarentined. Then my mum said if she was, I'll get too. And I laughed even more. And Shermaine was sick. My mum said if she gets quarantined too, I get it too cause I was with her. LMAO. Then I laughed more.

So it's either I cried too much last night that I can't get sad anymore or I'm crazy. Whatever it is, I'M STILL LAUGHING. LOL.

yay now he's talking more. it's all for my own good. whatever he says is correct. yay. i think i get more advise from a councellor than him. he's teaching me? i don't think so. all ive learnt is that i fucking sucks and should just die. and daddy im not gonna say sorry ANYMORE.
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i'm sorry cause it's not your fault but mine. blame it on me.

Yea I'm back from chalet.
It was kinda awesome but I'll blog about it some other day.
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Kk, my dad came to fetch me after that.
So as usual, on the car... his @#$%^&*()(#$%^&*(@#$@#%$^&*.

He claims that I was those who always take, but when I have to give, I get angry and curse my parents (no i've never cursed them please). And he said the only thing I do is to get money from him, I don't even respect him and all.

Fuck.

Dad: "Why other people's daughters are so good in everything. Smart, good in studies, do their parents proud, very understanding, care a lot for their parents, (etc) . Why his daughter everything also so bad. He's such a failure (blablabla)"

Yeah. He said I was dumb. Straight in my face. "I really think my daughter's very dumb"

All I do is to bring him more trouble, I don't even treat him as my dad. I treat him as atm? If I don't care about my parents I wouldn't even have gotten upset and cried in the car. Then went home locked myself in my room and cried for hours in a corner right. I wouldn't have bothered to do that. If I didn't care, what for cry over what he said? Yeah, but I can't stop him from thinking that way.

He deemed me as I bet the most worthless bastard on earth that shouldn't even have existed.

He made me think that if he hadn't gotten a daughter like me his life would have been better. Perhaps so bah.

Wondering why he suddenly came to talk to me, again?

Cause I lost my wallet.

Wow, right. He said everytime he talks to me I get angry and start crying, I EVEN CURSE THEM AND WANT TO TAKE REVENGE. Rubbish. He likes to make up stories and start elaborating about it thinking it's so cool and he's so right.

The other time he made me lock myself in the room and cry yet again for 3/4 hours non stop was on my bloody birthday which he had made it so memorable I will never forget in my life.

Another time, when he suddenly came to ask me to sleep but I didn't want to. He talked for one full hour about how I'm falling. What, I lived my life to my friends cause I entertain them online and don't study. To him, I'm everything of the worst.

Yay. So don't ask me out for the next few days - I've cancelled everything on.

It's troublesome for me to go out anyway. No keys, no access card, no ez link card, no money. I spent all my money for the holidays already and the day I got money from them, I lost my fucking wallet. Why would they give me money to spend already? We don't even talk to each other anymore.

My life's screwed and nothing's going right now here. I brought it upon myself. Shermaine says "think about the good things in life". But there's nothing in my life I find good right now. If you guys can think of one feel free to tell me. It'll perhaps make me feel better hahahahahahahaha. Since I really think i'm unworthy of anything now cause I've been thinking for hours but I still can't think of one. Yeah, I so suck.

But seriously, I'm not angry i'm just saying. My blog is the only place I can express whatever I think cause I can't talk back to my dad- I know I can't and yes, i didn't. But I've never thought I was that useless in his eyes.

I have nothing to say now.

I hate myself and my life.

HEY PEOPLE.
I crazily woke up at 10am. Then I got bored so I came online TO SEARCH FOR AN ORANGE THEME for my phone but I kinda forgotten about it so it's now 12pm and I'm all tired. ==" So I think I'm gonna quickly search for it AND GO BACK TO SLEEP (and amazingly but have to wake up at 1.30 or something) We're meeting at 2.30 anyway! LOL. K bye, people miss me miss me! :O

HOW GAY OF ME TO DO THAT, ARGH.

YO YO YO WASSUP MAN. (LOL!)

Today was kind of a fucking sian day so I shouldn't talk about it.
I'm going to Robi's chalet tomorrow! HAHAHAHA, hope it'll be fun! :D
K, short post. BYE! ^^

K first, I had piano lesson in the morning! Then I went to meet Chang Yu and Shermaine at tanah merah. Went to hmmm, national library! AHA, Chang Yu found the correct person k, after getting the locations of the books, I GOT ALL OF THEM IN 5 MINUTES, piang, so fucking proud of myself okay. I'm a genius lah hor! (nah, i just wanna get out of the library asap, so boring, plus there's this motherfucking librarian who scolded kids for playing some educational games and sitting on the floor in the library, cannot meh?)

Hmmm, SETTLED. Lol! So he had to accompany us to slack, LMAO. We went to illuma? Walked one round, eh nothing to eat one, go junction. LOL. Then we went to eat at KFC! (yeah again, I seriously should stop eating fast food, I'm a poor kid this holiday $.$ ): ) LOL. There's this group of dua pai kia(s) beside us, walao, scary.

Then we went to street to find my KIDDY WATCH. Cannot find T.T Hmm, then we took bus 2 (on purpose) to Shermaine's house. HAHAHAHA, waste time.

Joseph came to meet us at Shermaine's house there. The 4 of us went to slack at her house? Jojo left first, then Chang Yu left. Then I influenced Shermaine into watching Boys Over Flowers! Hahahaha, we both find Geum Jan Di damn irritating though, act-cute. Oh, Alvin's sick ._. Get well soon k baby, wo ai ni =x LOL!

Before leaving, took some pictures! Then my dad came to fetch me.

OH YA, speaking of my dad, something's really wrong with him nowadays. You know that day he "scolded" me right, then now he treats me so well... UNBELIEVABLE. He not only allows me to go home at around 9, he still offers to fetch me. Zomfg, what the heck happened. I'm not used to it seriously. My mum probably said something to him :O

K, pitchaz timeszx! :D

What is the occasion today?
Why is everyone asleep right now at 1am...
When I'm feeling so lost now,
I still just have to say I'm alright I'm okay.

Hey I woke up in the morning today, 11AM. LOL.
Just wanted to post before going to practise piano which I seriously dread to =/

Sometimes when things aren't going the way they're going,
you'll have to sit down and think about what you have to do instead of blaming it on life and start grumbling about suicide. Nothing in life is perfect and you will always face problems that you two must get over together. If you're fated, you two will no matter what be together at the end of the day. If otherwise, let it be but stay happy cause you're another step closer to the "one".