GROUP 3 GROUP 3 GO GO GO! :DDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD

Ehhhhh, the nEbO chalet party shiat is getting fucking irritating can.
STOP INVITING ME PEOPLE! IDC IDC. O:
I don't check my mails anyway.
Have fun with your er, number of supporters or something.



Btw, it's like......... 2 days away!
Omfg and I can't play well enough.
Recently I've been trying to escape reality by pushing my body calendar back thinking that the day won't arrive.
AIYAH WHATEVER, I'll just get it over and done with.
AND I'LL BE FREE. Beware ^.^ =X



HAO LAH, my blog's damn dead lor, I don't wanna blog alr lah.
Machiam talking to myself like that. Tsk.
Lack of pictures also, MY PIMPLE STILL THERE! T_T



Feeling damn nostalgic nowwwwww.
Iwantmoistupidandsiaolifeback):
(but those people are out of my life already.........................lol.)



BYE.IDKWTFIMTALKINGABOUTALREADY.SOBYEBYBEYBEYBYEBYEBYEBYEBYE.

Okay nvm, it seems fucking boring.
Nothing to do one.
I don't want to play already. LOL =X

I GO EAT MY PRATA :DDDDDD

EHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.

That nEbO chalet party seems fun.
Ok it isn't fun.
But whatever.
I invite you, you better sign up hor.
Then go visit my chalet.
I WIN JING EN I SHUANG LIAO. LOL.
CLICK THIS CLICK THIS.
CLICK THIS CLICK THIS.
CLICK THIS CLICK THIS.
CLICK THIS CLICK THIS.

GO DO IT.
MAKE ME HAPPY!!!!!!!!!!! LOLLOL.

HIIII. HERE CAN POST.

FUCK MY COMP T.T

Ahhhhhh why blogger cannot post.
Got bug or what sia.
Damn itszxc!
So...... these few days have been very interesting :P
Blog when I CANNN. -.-
Bye! ^^

Okokokokokokokokokokok I changed my blogskin!

At first I thought it was coollllllllllllllll until I realised it's like those one-post-per-day kinda skin. Fugggg. Lols. I don't care~ I should blog less anyways. I'm getting very naggy and my posts are getting damn lengthy so...

Byebyebyebyebyebyebyebye I go sleep already.
Math and Chinese paper tmr! Ultimate DIE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOL.

AHHHHHHHHHH I have no idea what the fuck got into me today.

I was so happy......................... then mood swing. -.-
And while reading some blogs I suddenly have the urge of having another night outinggggg :P
I must be crazy 'cause it's streaming year nao nao nao! and there's a common test in around 7 and a half hours from now.

Why do I feel like I'm the only one forcing us.

Ok.............................. no pictures. LOL.

Woke up. Stomach ache. Sat there.... for quite some time again. Then okay le. By then 7+ already lo! Fugggg. Lols. Saw Shermaine otw to class. Revised a little with Tesrin and Shermaine, then had English paper. Not enough time! My whole summary paragraph's full of scribbles lah. And for the sentences, instead of the "using your own words" I COPIED STRAIGHT FROM PASSAGE. I so bloody didn't see it until I finished the 15 sentences. ==" God damn it. I think for the first time I'M GONNA FAIL MY ENGLISH. AHH.

Had recess, and geog paper! Sucked too! Can't remember the stupid empoldering thing. (SEE SEE, NOW I CAN REMEMBER. FUCKERRRR) According to timetable, another recess! So we went down for recess, since some of us didn't eat during the first recess.

Went up, got some ridiculous teacher who scolded the class? Ehhhh, I don't know the whole story cause when I went up it's already half-time leeeeee (LOL, lame er yi x.x) =x Like, I see all the prefects in front with the teachers, and chairman and assistant chairman were supposed to go there too? Then ermmmm. What I heard is that, according to the teacher's timetable we weren't supposed to go for the second recess. But Jiayao they all told him that OUR timetable says that at 10.15am normal lessons resume, and it's coincidentally our recess what, so FOLLOWING INSTRUCTIONS, we went down! LOL! Hahahaha, then he bwg. And er, we were supposed to sign on that piece of paper that HE'S GONNA USE IT TO CLARIFY. Idk what lj sai. To principal uh, lmao. O:

Then Ms Foo came in! Did our project work, slacked around since our group had already finished! :PP Soon the vendors came in. Miss Ayuri and Miss errrrrrrrrrr I forgot her name. =x They very funny! I'm a banana!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! (personality quiz) Noisy. Loud. Joker. Crazy. Basically NOISY. HAHAHA. FUN PEOPLE~ =X

Got a little pissed with the groups thingy, come on, I said 5 of us, I should have used the FOUR of us. Wtfag. But later it was okay! Group 3 consists of: Tesrin, Azra, Jingen, Shermaine, I, Shaheed, Ahmad and Richie!!! HAHAHA, SO AWESOME. Tesrin's the only Apple! (bossy, okkk, leader lar.) And the rest are all Bananassssss wheets. Lmao. We had to fill up a piece of paper with different shapes and colours. OUR GROUP OWNED! So niceeee LOLLOL. I think Ms Foo's got a picture of it! :P Gotta post it up once I see it on 2A's blog or something! ^^

After school, went to pizza hut with Ahmad, Richie, Royce, JIANHAO -.-, Jingen, Tesrin, Shermaine and Yulyn! Hahas! Quite fun. Saw Changyu and his senior there. Keep disturb. :P Then very high what. So Jingen dared Ahmad to go "shhh!" that group of girls. Who knows they damn bitch lah. Ahmad shhh only. Then they there "SHUT UP LAH!" Voice sibeh gay somemore. And step yi ge chao ah lian, dua chio bu. Still there "they're so immature~~~~" Bimbotic bitch. O: And what "I call my brother down" Then all laugh. Damn wtf, we laugh more only. While walking out, Ahmad said "bye!" and they were IMMATURE enough to start saying "eh he like you uh he like you uh" Lol lah, they said we were only lower sec, means they upper sec lar, we immature? They more. ^^ Can't be bothered though. Before Ahmad said Shhh they already there stare stare le. Tsk. Er xin only.

Went home after that? Yulyn and Shermaine ultimate pangseh-ed me! LOL! But nvm lar, they late for tuition anyways. ^^

OHHHHHHHHHH. On the way home I helped some lady find block 39~~~ Actually I also didn't know lor! But BEING THE KIND GIRL I AM! I helped by looking at the sign boards? :P I EVEN BROUGHT HER TO THE LIFT LOBBY. How great can I be! LMAO, bhb again. Oops =x

Reached home, bathed, on comp. NOW I'M BORED.

ANYONE CARE TO WEBCAM????? =X ^^ HEHE!

(credits to shermaine! LMAO)

Then yah... offence form? Detention? He said he thought for very long and decided to let us off by not calling our parents. Come on lah, I'd rather he did cause if he did my parents will get the chance to inform him I wouldn't wanna go for band anymore! But Ms Foo told us he sent an email to many many teachers about this skipping class thing, and even the principal and vice principal replied to it. ==" Whatever lo, I don't really care anyways. Just that, for the fact that he sent some stupid email and make little things big, he's out of my "favourite-teachers" list. :)



Other than that.... nothing much ya? Wait, I go check out Shermaine's blog.



ORHHH. For art we did some piece by Claude Monet or smth. Hard leyyyyy! After school that day, Jingen, Shermaine and I went to Shermaine's house to finish it off. Went off halfway to _____. It sucks lah. Wonder why people get hooked on it anyways. Then Jingen had to go. So two of us did it by ourselves. Webcammed with Royce and MY SISTER for a while, then went to east point for dinner. At around 9 or smth, both gastric, so called parents, fetched us home. LOL. So coincidence both also pain. Lmao.

Yup, stupid life. Besides those, usual slacking after school lor.

OH FUCK. Just received a msg,
"There will be a COMBINED band practice TOMORROW. Seniors and juniors must be present. Please inform your section mates."

What's the capitalised "combined" and "tomorrow". Come on, WE HAVE COMMON TEST LAH DEY.



Ok................................. enough said.
I know you'll be fine and back by my side. I love you.

Bye.

If I could be anyone at the moment,
I'd like to be her so you'd love me too.

But anyway,
If you should die before me, ask if you could bring a friend.


Things have been very down for all the people around me, including myself, so I'll be too, MIA for a while k. Cheer up people, cause you guys know I'll always be here for you. Just remember: For every soul, there is a guardian watching it.


Death gives us sleep, eternal youth, and immortality; they'll be happy alright.

Another breakdown.

Just hate me lar seriously.
People say it's better to have loved and lost but I wished that I had never loved at all.

OK, I'm trying to do my homework but they're pissing me off, argh fuck.

HEYHAHLOW!
These few days are the no-pictures-to-post-one posts. O:

Hmmm, so... today I woke up late =.= Even though I decided to set my alarm from 6.30 to 6.15 cause I realised I'll wake up usually 15 minutes later from my alarm time. BUT THIS TIME I WOKE UP AT LIKE, 6.40? Arghh, not working! Daddy fetched me to school.

Reached school, went to class. O.o Then went down with Azra to take her f&n things from Jingen while she went to meet that abraham -.- Lols. Late for class, w/e. Hate Ms Poh. O: Told her I didn't do my zuo wen cause my question paper is with her, she nothing to say le. Rubbish. Hahhaha, dateline tomorrow. T.T

Can't remember what happened. Then errrr. D&T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I'm almost done with my artefact! Happy happy happy happy happy! xD Not bad oke, except for the part that THE "HAND" BROKE and I SCRATCHED THE ENTIRE INSIDE OF IT T.T After that, waited for Jingen to see that Abraham again, and went to her house. Hmmm, saw her fucker aunt, jitao no mood, so I went home!

Another boring and no-pictures day! Bye! :)))

How could you be so heartless.






I can't remember what exactly happened in school but... AFTER SCHOOL! We went to have lunch at theeeeeeee idk whr lah. Bubbletea shop there. SOTONG BALLS there!!! On the way to bedok, I talked to some random sec 1 boy in the bus which kinda gave me the "Wtf is wrong with you?" look. Ok, not him. His friend. Say until what "she very weird leyyy, i don't even know her. she say i know her." C'mon lar, I don't need him to know me. Idc.

HMMM, we bought like a lot of food and tookaway to Jingen's house? Hahahaha, unhealthy shiatzx. Yulyn and Shermaine left early for tuition, then Azra, Jingen and I went for grocery shopping. Walao, you all should really bring me along when you all go there sia, I FIND SO FAST HAHAHAHA. So proud of myself seriously. XD

Er, we spent like fucking long just to get grenadine? =.= Till now I still don't know what's that. Gotta google it later or something. Then Kevin and his friends came. And left o.o LOL. Yea, went to find them at mac later. Then at around 6 Jingen had to go home, so we went back first to do their f&n. Prepared a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot a lot. Damn tiring.

I THINK YOU ALL SHOULD PUT MY NAME IN THE MAIN CREDITS LAR HOR. LOL.

Did till like... 9? Then daddy came fetch me. Wanted to do my chinese compo? But I realised that my question paper with herrrr. Zzz. Though she said due by tmr, I don't give a fuck. If tomorrow she scolds me, like whatever lar. She want to call my mum, her mother taiji. Go ahead lo.

Okay, then I spent the rest of my day online. Bye...

Define promises. Define choice. Define freedom.

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the prize is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you'll never live it twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life.



Well my life has been very much boring lately, the boring-to-the-max cycle repeats itself daily. =.=

OH, today got scolded by chinese teacher for not passing up homework? Meow.

Stayed back after school to do outside the staffroom. That cher NAGNAGNAGNAGNAGNAGNAGNAGNAGSCOLDSCOLDSCOLDSCOLDSCOLD won't sian one uh. We there laughing only. -.- "CHAIRMAN SOMEMORE!" -holds laughter- =x

Ok, then after school went to eat MY FRIED BEEHOON HAHAHAHAHAHA. ^^ We were making a list of how many paikia friends they have cause THEY KEEP PUSHING IT AROUND, tsk. Obviously, I LEAST LAR. ^^ Jingen most, LMAO. We're so lame. Then saw Jingen's friends, Nydia and Jazzene. o.O Then I rushed home for piano.

Then ya. Sorry Kevin...


And this girl made me laugh!

Joke of the day:

ａｚｒａ• says: wat is shi bai

I say: fail

I say: lol

ａｚｒａ• says: really ? ooooh i thought that one means pussy

I say: LOL


Okay bye. Ya, I got addicted to If today was your last day. LMAO. The first song I heard in the morning. =x K ya, bye!

-

Waent to escape today with Shermaine, Jingen, Tesrin, Dixon, Daryl, Royce, Kevin, Joseph, Andre and Junann today!

Met Sher, Jingen, Royce and Daryl at tanah merah mrt, then went there together. Vicky came too? Go find Tesrin, then went to eat at Bbq chicken?! LOL, whatever. Ex ley. I cut the chicken until very jialat then everyone there laugh T.T =.= Still there: "Eh, you first time cut things ah" with the "O.O" look. T..T Whatever =x Vicky left, then Kevin, Junann and his friend came to join us. Made Nebo card O.o

Sent Kevin's friend to the bus stop, then we went to escapeeeeeeeeeeee. ^^ But it was raining, LOL. Suayyyy. Waited for Dixon, Joseph and Andre to come. Before that we went to the haunted house. Change a lot O: I SCREAM A LOT LAR, STUPID SHIT. LOL.

While waiting for the rain to stop, played some carnival games O.o And truth or dare. I was dared to kiss Jingen on the lips, LOL. Do ler, then suay suay Kevin's turn. He was dared to kiss any guys on the lips? DAMN FUNNYYYY. Then Andre and Junann immediately ran like crazy. HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, AND KEVIN WAS LIKE.... CHASING ANDRE AROUND, FUCKING HELL FUNNY. But eeyer, Junann went to hide inside BK. Hahahahahahaha, Jingen and I was laughing like shit. Tesrin, Sher and Joseph was in BK, then the three other boys sitting there playing phone -.-

LOL, THEN THE RAIN STOPPEDDDDD. XD YAY. Played a lot lor. Wet and wild damn wet O: Errrr, and the family coaster, we all take O: Cause there was 10 of us what, so 2 per carriage, HAHAHAHAHAHAHA, AND WE ALL RAISE UP HAND SCREAM LA, damn cool ok. So not scary though lmao.

Hmmm, then the rest went home. Kevin, Andre, Jingen and I went to eat at pastamania ^^ Took bus 5 with Kevin and Andre while Jingen took 17.

Overall, a great day.

Except for the fact that I kept thinking about eh, the two of you. =.= I hate myself. But ya, whatever. I have to choose one, and yea, the decision's done, I hope this is the correct choice.

I'm really sorry to the people whom I hurt... so can you be my korkor... =/ You're a great guy, I'm the bad girl.

Baby i love you I'm waiting for you.
I have been thinking it over for the previous night.
No, I don't need him.
I need you.
Yes, waiting for you. Wait.
I realised if I didn't love you I wouldn't spend my time waiting for you.
I realised if I didn't bother I could have a very peaceful sleep.
I realised that I was wrong.
I'm sorry... for hurting you once again.
I love you Alvin.
Please tell me nothing will happen to you.
LTR <3 ATR

My paper heart would bleed,
This wait for destiny won't do.

.
.
.
.
.
.
.
.

The used to be,

what we are,
Now we'll looking forward to what we will be.

I will remember you
And all of the things that we’ve gone through
There is so much I can say
The words get in the way
So were not together
I will remember… you

You were there when I needed a friend
Thank you thank you
I never told you how much that meant
Gotta thank you thank you

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Okay, it's tomorrow! It'll be fun it'll be fun!
I'll be noisy and bold! if it's even possible.
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA. :))))
Anyway, today my cousin came over.
His parents went for some Idk what and threw him with us. LOL.
Babysit? O:
And I was wasting my time on facebook quizzes.

Push push pushing me away.

Oh yea, to those going to escape with us on Monday!
Meet at 12 at Ehub for lunch okayyyyyyyyyyyyyy.
Can't inform you all cause Idk who's going anyways.
So far.. my friends.
Jingen, Shermaine, Tesrin, Royce, Dixon, Daryl?
I think. LOL. Jingen & Shermaine, you go inform your friends =x LOL. ^^

Hope it'll be fun.

My tears don't fall, they crash around you.






Erm, a short one I guess.

Woke up at 11+, HAHA.
Went out to trim my hair which looks like @#@$%^&!#@$%^&* now.
Especially my fringe.
Fucked up. O: T.T

Smsing with Shermaine when she asked me to join Joseph and her for a movie, so anything lo.
Went out to find them at pasir ris inter.
Went E hub, was late for the show, w/e.
Watched transformers, kinda awesome yo :)
OH YA, didn't have money so Sher treat. Thanks babe, ily larrr.
Cheer up anyways. You always have me!

Mrt to AMK, then my dad fetched me to my grandparent's house.

















You know I'm still trying,
I still think of you everyday
but I know I can't,
so goodbye my almost lover.

Had art in the morning. Did nothing. Slept for the entire thing cause we were supposed to do our own things? I think nothing much happened o.o

Oh, played some game with sticky pads. We had to write down something good about that person and stick on that person? I had like quite a few on my back which I didn't know what initally. Funny shit. Quite fun lar. ^^

And we had to choose our groups for project work. Grouped with Xinhao, Daryl WUIIII NOT CHUA _l_ and Yingying! Haha: )))

Went Jingen house as usual. Then went to whitesands. I SAW KEZIAH. Then walk walk walk. I saw Avril. All primary school friends. AHA, I know so many people. Popular oke. LOL, nah, just kidding @.@ Ate Superdog! Then Shermaine went for tuition while Jingen and I went to walk around. Slacked in toilet. Very funny O:

Ehs, went home at around 5? Woots. Saw Ravinder and Diyanah otw. Took bus with Ravinder home.

Went out with mum at 8 plus. Shopped around. Bought slippers and a shirt o.o Went home. LOL. Very lame. While waiting for daddy to come fetch us we talked about dad. I cried. Then he came at that time. SUAY. So I quickly wiped off my tears and started laughing like some imbecile.

Well, I have family problems yeah LOL. I think tes azra jingen and sher knows lar <3

Seriously, now nobody wants to even talk to my dad.
I know he needs counselling.
He keeps blaming it on other people but himself.
He claims that I have attitude problems and is breaking our family apart.
More like he's the one.

Look, before all these happened when he often goes overseas, we were such a happy family.

Now, I go home late just because I don't want to see him nor talk to him. I try to be out of the house as much as possible. Really, I can't take it anymore.

Even for chinese homework where we were supposed to write about two things my dad did for me which i appreciate and thank him for it, I wrote made-up stories in which my dad had NEVER done. What has he done? Write about what? That he scolded me for seriously NOTHING, and made me cry for seriously hours and throughout the night, locking myself in my room on my birthday? :DDDDD?! Or the other times where he scolded me for nothing again? I think the hurt he had inflicted or the tears I had teared because of these can flood. No, I'm not pushing the blame. My mum told me she actually agrees on what I had talked back to my dad the last time I quarrel with him.

Yes I use quarrel because I really did shouted back at him, but I didn't the rest of the times oke. I really couldn't take it then. Sorry then.

Okay the reason why I'm posting this, no my dad didn't do anything again. I just couldn't help but think about it.

Bye oke. I don't wish to continue already. My problems are more than you can imagine.
Roar, I may seem fun, noisy, loud and spastic in school but I really can't pretend anymore. HAH.

BYE PEEPS.

Like a mirror broken into pieces.

Crying with no tears.







Today met Jingen at bus stop, then SUPPOSED to go find Shermaine THAT PSK, WHO WENT TO CLASS FIRST ARGH. LOL. Eh, stand up for the entire chinese lesson? Fucker, just because I forgot to bring my chinese booklet thingy. Eh I brought my textbook lor!!!! Leg pain. -.-

Math, as usual. ROAR. You suck. Recess, then science. Was late. LOL. Ran up and saw everyone still taking their time loitering outside the lab, lame shiatzx. Er, for english we went through the papers. Geog, mind map? Then d&t. Thanks Ahmad and Daryl for helping me! <3 ya guys. Haha. :D

OH YA I GOT HIT IN MY FACE BY ROYCE WHILE PLAYING SOCCER.

Fucking pain lor. Roar. But now okay already, so Roycey don't so guilty okay! Later Shermaine come after me for making her BOYFRIENDDDDD HA HA HA emo. LOL.

After school went lunch with Azra, Tesrin, Jingen and Sher. HAHA KFC :D Walked around. Went to this shop. Then the auntie keep staring at us, like she's afraid of us stealing like that. Damn fucked up. Go and die. Eh, then went back to her house to play. Make up again lar. I there momo-ing they come bother me T.T LOL. Then took pictures! Hehe.

And there was this person who called shermaine for some HSBC platinum card thingy. I asked her who was it on the line, and I HEARD HER SAY: "HSPUSSY CARD." Then I there "WTF?!" LOL. Cause I thought she wanted to make me laugh. Well I made her laugh instead =x Sorry lar. Sher too horny what how I know. Hahaha.

Went home with Sher at around 6.

Okay I'm going to do my homework le! LOL. bye.

You sure you care? cause you don't seem to and I don't care now.
Back to square one :)
Hard, I know. But I have to. Smileys!