"We do not stop playing because we are old,
We grow old because we stop playing."
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Lay ting, 15. I'm proud to be a daughter of God. I am generally quite a happy kid with my awesome family and friends but when I'm emotional it's best you leave me alone. I believe it's nice to be nice so I live to love. I am sadistic. I like gore. I like red and orange. I like garfield. I like jumping. I like taking pictures. I like Christmas. I like hugs and people who make me feel special. I am often insecure. I am emo. I am hyper. I am noisy. I am very loud. I am fierce. I am awesome. I play floor ball. I like dancing. I wanna dance. I wanna be a superstar. I wanna see monsters. I don't like people who stare at me. I don't like poseurs. I don't like chocolates, sweets, cakes and ice cream. I don't like guys who hurt girls. If you agree that I am so awesome, Tell me here.

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8:39 PM
Sunday, February 28, 2010
I finally know why cannot be lovers = cannot be friends!!!!!!!
Cause it hurts so bad when everything reminds you of that person right!
Sorry to everyone whom I've hurt but don't worry! 
We're on the same boat now. 

HA HA i'm not dead yet and i love my friends who tried so hard to cheer me up!!! from google-ing "handsome boys" for me to tell me there are better guys out there to telling me i look ugly when i cry, it all made me feel better!!!

thank you everyone for being there! 

/but everything really reminds me of him. shit. 



12:19 AM

C - clt. says:
but no cca points :( 

YhK!         Pew Pew         said:
but you quite smart what

YhK!         Pew Pew         said:
no need rely on cca


C - clt. says:
no i am not smart!

YhK!         Pew Pew         said:
if ur not smart, im dumb

C - clt. said:
im dumb
really
what makes u think im smart!
 
                 YhK!         Pew Pew         says:
really meh
dunno leh
u LOOK smart
LOL

C - clt. says:
LOOK
HAHAHAHA
NICE
        
         YhK!         Pew Pew         says:
i dunno leh
maybe if u apply for sch nex time
they see ur face
*wah she looks so bright* *okay, accepted*

C - clt. says:
AWESOME


HAHAHAHAHAHAHA I LOOK SMART MEH? YAY 



11:36 PM
Saturday, February 27, 2010
The sad thing is when the person whom you like doesn't talk to you and doesn't like you, 
and the people whom you don't like talks to you ALL THE TIME and likes you a lot - they go crazy. 


IRRITATING SIA. Arghhh my conclusion: Guys are jerks. except for my guy friends ^.^



FUCK.
1:13 AM

My not-so-happy birthday.

School started off not that bad, except for the fact that i woke up late and all ha ha ha! Thank you very much to the people who sang a birthday song for me during recess! Awesome. Physics - Mr low: "EH I don't want all these things on your table. EH. HOW COME SO MANY THINGS? Your birthday ah? Happy birthday!" *shakes my hand* What the hell. Chinese and POA test is screwed. Holy shit. 

After school the girls surprised me with a note that said "Happy birthday lay ting! I really like you and i wish to meet you after school later <3 Is that possible? Meet you all at the back of the alley basketball court there. If you feel unsafe, which is never, feel free to bring a friend along <3 Hope to see you @ 12.30 later! (winks) ;-P - Your secret admirer" NICE ONE LA, totally freaked me out ha ha ha! 

Anyway, good luck to Yuan ling who sweared upon all the bird shits in the world it wasn't done by them. Poor thing! I was sad the day before so she tried to cheer me up by hinting me with "It's not that nobody cares, you just don't know what is going to happen." And while she was supposed to hold on to me in order for the rest to prepare the surprise, I kept running away. HE HE damn funny sia when we were there that guy was like "WAIT AH!!!" and he ran back. Later we overheard him saying "which one!!! got two!! both also wearing black one!! i don't know!!!!" FUNNY HA HA HA HA HA HA HA HA. FAIL!

So yeah they got me a garfield cake! So happy he he he! Though i don't like cakes... but still! Thank you very much for everything girls!!!! You know i love you guys so so much! I really thought you all didn't bother cause of the upcoming damned common tests! 

They went for their respective CCAs and I went to the park to collect my card from Roy before going home. Online, talk, slack, SLEEP. And went to meet casper and alicia and pastamania. Wasn't that great, (for some reasons hahhh) just slacked around and went home @ 11.45pm! Just in time to cut the cake my parents bought, everything ended at 12am. Just nice :)))) 

Let me end the post with a happy picture of some of us! The rest on facebook :) 



Now i know... i'll give up, i really will. I just need time. Bye.



10:49 PM
Thursday, February 25, 2010
Doomsday in 1 hour and 1/6 hours' time.
Fucking serious. I'm screwed. Just watch me die.


Tell me why and fuck off.
5:03 PM
Wednesday, February 24, 2010
Not bad.

HEY you know what!!!!
I reached home at 3.15pm today, HAHAHA.
Felt the sudden urge to read about haunted places while blog hopping, and that person wrote about an incident that happened in och during the hungry ghost festival! Interesting he he he but if it happened to me i'll die on the spot. K thenz i came across some other girl's blog and read some love story.

AND AND AND. 2 more days to my birthday and i'm not the least excited.

Don't know what the hell is wrong with me. All i know is that you suck and it's not worth it to get so sad over you.



8:22 PM
Monday, February 22, 2010
Today sucks.

despite how the start of the day went extremely great, i even had the facebook status of "Today will be a great great day :D, it never happened. after school everything went wrong. floorball match (7-4 :))))), then short lunch and to VS for soccer match. didn't have the mood already so i started talking to my pet lizard larry (im psycho la k), and i did a super embarrassing gay shit when the ball flew to me. bloody hell i could have buried my face into the ground and never came out. then jane, ihsan, naz and inqa went home without me because jane had to be back by 7, but i had to wait for shahrul to pass me my bottle. then............. yl had someone to send her home. nice. and apparently nth turned out well and i had to go home alone. in the freaking bus the air con leaked on me fuck. sick. k then i walked home alone.

still, why are you like so....................... bad. you're the worst guy i've ever met. i'm going to forget you. i'm going to. fuck you.



12:22 AM

me: FRIDAY!!!!!!!!!! rmbr to buy something for me hor.
sister: actually i dont intend to buy any present for you leh because my exams just before your birthday.
me: AT LEAST buy one 10 cent eraser also can what right, at least show that you care right.
sister: ok lor i buy one 10 cent eraser for you.
me: KNN. 



6:08 PM
Sunday, February 21, 2010

My mood got better thanks to the stinky fat girl up there! You know i love you. :)

BUT BUT BUT I know I got homework and yet i don't feel like doing it. Woke up at 3 and am still really tired! Damn. I am aware about the insane number of homework and that our common tests are around the corner but I'm still sitting here staring into space. I'm having a damned headache so I don't know what I'm talking about.

OKAY I THINK I SHOULD JUST GO AND SLEEP FOR A WHILE.

p/s i need you to come online asap and somebody to get me food now now now. ty bai bai.



3:50 PM

What was i thinking?
Now i dread monday......



2:34 AM

i need a hug and a shoulder to cry on right now. badly


For hate and ugliness is all i see.
12:21 AM

K this is it...

I know recently i've been extremely irritating with my bear bear thing and my random shouts of "YOU JUST IGNORED ME!" but all i wanted was just you guys' attention... Maybe i'm just really down nowadays and i desperately need attention. I know I often use "fucker" or "asshole" (even tho in a joking manner), i can tell you guys were kind of offended with me but still put up with me anyway cause you didn't wanna create trouble... but i'm sorry i will change k... nobody is infallible so i hope you guys can forgive me! Hope things will get better for everyone and i'll stay happy for next week oki :) It's not ALL about him anymore, it's more about us. (winks)

And yes i'll try to hate and bitch less, cause must tian tian kai xin remember! :)))



11:57 PM
Saturday, February 20, 2010
And I'm the last one to know? Like always. 
Ask me about it.


I have a question but I don't know how to start.
8:13 PM
Friday, February 19, 2010
First of all,


Happy 15th Birthday Fatdreaaaaa!
Hope you liked the surprise amazing race and our video for you today!
Wish you all the best in everything you do and lub ya! Muahhhhz.

Today was not that bad, lessons were short, not exactly boring, but my head was hurting like mad due to the lack of sleep. After school yuan dragged andrea out to eat while the rest of us planned for the amazing race! It was craaaaaazy. HA HA, last point was the library where we showed her the video all of us made for her. AND SHE CRIED. Surprise chips-cake for her and pink heart-shaped balloons before going to Tampines.

Watched Valentine's Day. Thumbs up! Fucking funny lololololol. But the fact that EVERYONE in the area (you know the theatre got like three big columns of seats?) were staring at andrea, naz and i after the movie and giggling to themselves. 

Do we look like lesbians!? Birthday cannot give pink heart shaped balloons meh!? Girl friends cannot watch all these movies together meh!? 

So bothered by it omg. 

Okie dokie then everyone split ways. 

Anyway... haven't been in a good mood for days so try not to do anything weird cause when I get irritated, every little thing irritates me. And I'm damn bitchy you'll feel like slapping me if I do. Fuck this la why like that? Sian to the max. 


Worth the time.
10:52 PM
Thursday, February 18, 2010
FINALLY.
I just realised we were doing it from 2.45 to 10.30pm. WIN.

I'm sooooo tired I haven't eaten dinner or bathed! OKAY socks still on somemore. Nice. Long day in school, long day AFTER SCHOOL. Tomorrow will be a great day!!!! TODAY IS ALREADY ONE.

I. PASSED. MY. CHINESE. TEST.
I GOT FREAKING 29.5/45. 
THAT'S DAMN HIGH RIGHT?
THAT'S A FUCKING B3!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
EH 4TH IN CLASS I THINK.
AND THE FIRST 3 ARE THOSE REALLLLLLLY PRO IN CHINESE ONE!
HIGHER CHINESE PEOPLE.
So proud of myself...... aren't you guys proud of me too? (WINKS!)
I jumped and screamed in front of the class upon seeing the paper!! 
People who know me can totally imagine me doing it already LOL.

AND AND AND MY SS TEST GOT 8/12. NOT BAD K!
10 IS THE HIGHEST! AND HALF OF THE CLASS FAILED.
ROCKS TO HAVE STUDIED FOR YOUR TESTS. 

I kinda love today. BUT. What's with us, (or me) and psycho old men!? 
First this stupid old man who stays near me...
then yesterday, the man in the mrt sitting opposite us who (probably) was taking a video of us, and then sitting beside us while eating. (no food & staring at all of us), 
then today at TM's escalator, some old sick man who's mentally ill staring at Jane and I behind him and smiling at me...
AND TODAY THE STINKY OLD MAN AT MY HOUSE AGAIN. _l_

Do I have the "Stalk. Me" or "I love paedophiles." face!? Fuck.



7:37 PM
Wednesday, February 17, 2010
EH THE FUCKING OLD MAN VERY SICKENING SIA FUCK. 
I swear I'm going to the police soooooooooooooon. 




GAY!
12:03 AM

I JUST REMEMBERED SOMETHING WHEN I WAS USING THE SCISSORS IN THE KITCHEN!!!!!!!!!!

In primary 6 (i think) i broke a pair of scissors while cutting something in the kitchen again and felt so guilty (for i don't know what shit reason also lah) that i bought my mum a new pair of scissors!!! I remember it was at $2.50 or something and my daily pocket money was like $4 only!??!??!?! SO CUTE RIGHT OMG HAHAHAHAHAHA


Hell yeah.
10:30 PM
Tuesday, February 16, 2010
I DREAD SCHOOL.


When I say I like you, I really do like you. A lot.
9:37 PM


Out with bffs@explorerkids.com today!
A TO THE W TO THE E TO THE (SUM!) 

Awesummmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmmm. 
Bag hunting, bottle hunting. 

Same COOL bottle = YAY. 
Burger King + Gossip + Camwhore = Double YAY.

Andrea had to go off first........ so Carina, Jane and I went to Katong to sing K!
Ha ha ha ha ha some teo heng place, which in the first place we thought would suck. 
In the end it ended up great!!! 
Better than the stupid 27 bucks Kbox lah bitch!!
They count by room somemoreeee. $8/hour and we sang for 2 hours so $16.
WA LAO super cheap rightttttt (-gives the typical singaporean grin-)
Spent 2 hours to reach my house from Katong.  
Buses take really long to come during public holidays....... Roar. 

KK then we spent our time at the pool deck eating! 
AND WE GOT FUCKING CHASED BY THE STINKY PAEDOPHILE (if you came my house before you'll get what i mean). 
When I say chase, i mean the really run after us kind of chase!!!!!
HOLY SHIT we were looking around for him, making sure he's not there when he appeared in front of jane and so jane ca and i seriously screamed and ran all the way to the pool side!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Later we seized the chance and sneaked into the games room as we planned AND LOCKED THE DOOR.
Damn it by then we had no mood to do anything already and we all wanted to go home but nobody dared to unlock the door.
I mean like, what if you open the door and he's right in front of you!??!? 
Walao the thought of it gives me creeps already. I swear we ALL almost cried. 
K ANYWAY me being the bravest among all (HAHAHAHAHA) opened the door and we played hide and seek with that stinky old shit. 

Home sweet home at last. WOOOOOOOOOOO! 

What a day.



12:42 AM

CNY Day 2. 













3:58 PM
Monday, February 15, 2010
K I'M STILL BORED SO I'M GOING TO SLEEP.
What can be more boring than this!?
I think i just lost my natural ability to self entertain. SHIT!


You and me could write a bad romance.
1:26 PM

I'M SO BORED, i started emoing again. 
Sorrrry freak of emo in action. (LOL. @ Andrea Ongz, Carina Foo and Jane Sum!!!!!!!)


I wanna be forever young.
12:32 PM

Young forever - Jay Z.

Let’s dance in style,
Let’s dance for a while,
Heaven can wait we’re only watching the skies
Hoping for the best but expecting the worst,
Are you gonna drop the bomb or not?
Let us die young or let us live forever,
We don’t have the power but we never say never,
Sitting in a sandpit,
Life is a short trip,
The music’s for the sad man,

[Chorus]
Forever young,
I wanna be forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever and ever
Forever young I wanna be
Forever young
Do you really want to live forever?
Forever, forever

[Jay-Z]
So we live a life like a video
When the sun is always out and you never get old
And the champagne’s always cold
And the music is always good
And the pretty girls just happen to stop by in the hood
And they hop their pretty ass up on the hood of dat pretty ass car
Without a wrinkle in today
Cuz there is no tomorrow
Just some picture perfect day
To last a whole lifetime
And it never ends
Cos all we have to do is hit rewind
So lets just stay in the moment, smoke some weed,
Drink some wine,
Reminisce talk some sh-t forever young is in your mind
Leave a mark that can’t erase neither space nor time
So when the director yells cut,
I’ll be fine,
I’m forever young…

[Chorus]

[Jay-Z]
Fear not when, fear not why,
Fear not much while were alive,
Life is for living not living up tight,
See ya somewhere up in the sky,
Fear not die, I'll be alive for a million years, bye bye,
So not for legends, I'm forever young
My name shall survive
Through the darkest blocks, over kitchen stoves,
Over Pyrex pots, my name shall be passed down to generations
While debating up in barber shops, young slung, hung here,
Shorty, the n-gga from here
With a little ambition just what we can become here,
And as the father passed his story down to his sons ears,
Younger kid, younger every year, yeah
So if you love me baby this is how you let me know.
Don’t ever let me go, thats how you let me know, baby,

[Chorus]

[Jay-Z]
Slamming Bentley doors,
Hopping out of Porsche’s,
Popping up on Forbes lists,
Gorgeous,
Hold up,
N-ggas thought i lost it,
They be talking bullsh-t
I be talking more sh-t
They nauseous,
Hold up,
I'll be here forever
You know, I'm on my fall sh-t,
And I ain’t waiting for closure, I will never forfeit,
Less than four bars,
Guru bring the chorus in,
Did you get the picture yet,
I’m painting you a portrait of young…



1:24 AM

I'm guilty. 


Hot mess.
12:55 AM

HAPPY LUNAR NEW YEAR PEOPLE!
Gong xi fa cai, tian tian kai xin!

I slipped out of my stupid dress and changed into comfortable shorts and a baggy shirt the minute I reached home. I still can't believe the fact that I bought all dresses for CNY! Anyway, I just realised how pretty my sister was today. HA HA HA. Enjoy!













5:15 PM
Saturday, February 13, 2010
I think I look too crazy with all the boring people around me. Holy crap.


Cool like fire.
9:30 PM
Friday, February 12, 2010
Don't you wish your friends were as cool as mine?
Don't you wish you had a friend as cool as me? 
HA HA HA. 























Things are getting better, I LIKE!
7:59 PM
Thursday, February 11, 2010






HOPE TOMORROW WILL BE FUN TOO!
I like today cause 

1. I thought I was going to fail my SS test, but after doing it I am quite positive I'll do fairly well! The feeling to  have studied for a test and shouting "YES I'M NOT GOING TO FAIL IT" rocks.

2. School was great. I was totally talking rubbish the entire day and it rocks! Much better than emo-emo, cry-cry, go and die. (AND IT RHYMES) 

3. US: "HI CHER BYE CHER BA CHOR MEE HI CHER SUP CHER YAY CHER BYE CHER LET US OFF! WE'RE SO HUNGRY WE'RE GOING TO FAINT! LET US OFF, AND EVEN IF WE FAINT OUTSIDE IT WOULDN'T BE YOUR PROBLEM ALREADY!!!! CHER WANT TO GO EAT WITH US? WE GOING EAT BA CHOR MEE AT SIMPANG LATER!!! WOOO YUM YUM"

HIM: "Sorry I still got class!" 

US: "OH OH UNTIL WHAT TIME?!?"

HIM: "5."

US: AWWWWWWWWWWWWW SAD!!!!!! NEED US TO HELP YOU DA BAO? GO EAT IN FRONT OF THEM, AND WATCH YOUR STUDENTS FAINT BEHIND YOU! AND YOU CAN COME JOIN US ALREADY WHAT! 

HIM: -.- 

HA HA HA being the noisiest and craziest and most rebellious students and forever smsing students, but having the teacher loving us anyway ROCKS.

4. I got my ba chor mee from Simpang after sooooo long!

5. Andrea and Carina came over today! (okay and we got stalked by this stinky old man who has been bothering me for the 3 whole years I've lived here. OH and he almost hit a girl today. Bloody crazy wanted man.) 

6. I DON'T REMEMBER. Maybe you should just video down my whole life cause I know it'll make an awesome movie! (winks) 


OKAY anyway i failed my english test. HA HA I told ms foo and she said it wasn't THAT bad considering the fact that the highest was 15 and the lowest was 1, i got 9 lah FINE FINE FINE. Don't rub into it hor, I was emoing for that let's just say 15 minutes or so!? TEE HEE.

HAO LE, HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEAR PEOPLE, I LIKE CAUSE I'M LIKE OFFICIALLY BROKE!? FUCKKKKKKKKKKK. AND I GO EAT ALREADY I AM DAMN HUNGRY. MCDONALD'S OR NOODLES? Both equally sick.


HE HE bitch alert, you where not happy HAHAHAHAHAHA
9:53 PM
Tuesday, February 9, 2010



I just met someone weird... OK i hope she doesn't read my blog. Stalker.
Are you lesbian!? Omgeeeez. 

Anyway, I hate this part right here. One sided much? Bloody shit! 


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