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Lay ting, 15. I'm proud to be a daughter of God. I am generally quite a happy kid with my awesome family and friends but when I'm emotional it's best you leave me alone. I believe it's nice to be nice so I live to love. I am sadistic. I like gore. I like red and orange. I like garfield. I like jumping. I like taking pictures. I like Christmas. I like hugs and people who make me feel special. I am often insecure. I am emo. I am hyper. I am noisy. I am very loud. I am fierce. I am awesome. I play floor ball. I like dancing. I wanna dance. I wanna be a superstar. I wanna see monsters. I don't like people who stare at me. I don't like poseurs. I don't like chocolates, sweets, cakes and ice cream. I don't like guys who hurt girls. If you agree that I am so awesome, Tell me here.

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10:43 PM
Friday, July 3, 2009
Had art in the morning. Did nothing. Slept for the entire thing cause we were supposed to do our own things? I think nothing much happened o.o

Oh, played some game with sticky pads. We had to write down something good about that person and stick on that person? I had like quite a few on my back which I didn't know what initally. Funny shit. Quite fun lar. ^^

And we had to choose our groups for project work. Grouped with Xinhao, Daryl WUIIII NOT CHUA _l_ and Yingying! Haha: )))

Went Jingen house as usual. Then went to whitesands. I SAW KEZIAH. Then walk walk walk. I saw Avril. All primary school friends. AHA, I know so many people. Popular oke. LOL, nah, just kidding @.@ Ate Superdog! Then Shermaine went for tuition while Jingen and I went to walk around. Slacked in toilet. Very funny O:

Ehs, went home at around 5? Woots. Saw Ravinder and Diyanah otw. Took bus with Ravinder home.

Went out with mum at 8 plus. Shopped around. Bought slippers and a shirt o.o Went home. LOL. Very lame. While waiting for daddy to come fetch us we talked about dad. I cried. Then he came at that time. SUAY. So I quickly wiped off my tears and started laughing like some imbecile.

Well, I have family problems yeah LOL. I think tes azra jingen and sher knows lar <3

Seriously, now nobody wants to even talk to my dad.
I know he needs counselling.
He keeps blaming it on other people but himself.
He claims that I have attitude problems and is breaking our family apart.
More like he's the one.

Look, before all these happened when he often goes overseas, we were such a happy family.

Now, I go home late just because I don't want to see him nor talk to him. I try to be out of the house as much as possible. Really, I can't take it anymore.

Even for chinese homework where we were supposed to write about two things my dad did for me which i appreciate and thank him for it, I wrote made-up stories in which my dad had NEVER done. What has he done? Write about what? That he scolded me for seriously NOTHING, and made me cry for seriously hours and throughout the night, locking myself in my room on my birthday? :DDDDD?! Or the other times where he scolded me for nothing again? I think the hurt he had inflicted or the tears I had teared because of these can flood. No, I'm not pushing the blame. My mum told me she actually agrees on what I had talked back to my dad the last time I quarrel with him.

Yes I use quarrel because I really did shouted back at him, but I didn't the rest of the times oke. I really couldn't take it then. Sorry then.

Okay the reason why I'm posting this, no my dad didn't do anything again. I just couldn't help but think about it.

Bye oke. I don't wish to continue already. My problems are more than you can imagine.
Roar, I may seem fun, noisy, loud and spastic in school but I really can't pretend anymore. HAH.

BYE PEEPS.

Like a mirror broken into pieces.


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